Ben’s P.O.V
I make the picture bigger studying the people on the screen. It was Cobie and me. I was kissing her on the check and she was laughing. I scroll through more pictures but no more of Cobie and I show up on the screen. So what I knew the chick. I probably just hooked up with her and got over it. I go through the my phone some more until the door clicks open.
“Hey.” Cobie whispers barely able to hear her. “The doctor said that you need to eat something and drink something if you want to get out of here sooner.” She comes over to the side of the bed and gives me a drink of water. “You don’t have to stay you know? You can just go.” “Is that what you want?” I can tell she is getting a little frustrated. “I’m just saying you don’t need to stay here all the time, you’re like a little stalker.” “You’re kidding me right now right? My god all you fucking do Ben is push people away. Let us help you! You were always like that even when we… Never mind.” “No tell me what were we Cobie? Why do you keep fucking showing up, why are you always willing to help us, and why are you and me in a fucking picture laughing and look like we are in fucking love. I would never go out with you remember that… You can fucking leave now bitch.
“Don’t you dare call me a bitch your the fucking moron that won’t take anything from anyone but there virginity. Don’t blame me for wanting to help you! Now I came in here to see if you needed any help now do you or not?” She is now screaming at me, a single tear rolls down her cheek. “Sure I guess.” “Okay then what do you want to eat?” “Do you think they have ice cream in the junk place.” “Ice cream really?” “Yeah, why not?” “Okay I will be right back don’t go anywhere.” She jokes and I actually laugh but that doesn’t mean anything.
I sit in my bed and wait for her to come back with my ice cream. I wonder if I should thank Cobie, I mean she has done a lot for my family and me. A knock at the door pulls me from my thoughts. It was the blonde chick. I don’t even know her name but she keeps coming back for more. The farthest we have gotten was she made out with me before she had to leave. “Hey Ben how are you?” “Fine what do you want.” “Oh I am just getting ready to leave and wanted to say goodbye, I am not going to be a work for a couple days and I know you are leaving soon.” “Oh well I think I am good right now so you can just leave nice to meet you by the way.” “So that’s it you are just going to throw me away like a piece of trash!?!” “Pretty much sorry.” I see her fist ball up and her jaw clench.
“Okay they had…” Cobie walks in holding two cartons of ice cream. “Is it because of this bitch because I can assure you that I can give you way more than she can.” “I think I am going to step out right now.” Cobie looks at me, sets the ice cream down and shuts the door. “Are you going to say something?” I look around and try to clear my head. Shit I hated doing this to people but I had to do what I have to do. “You should just go.” She walks over to my bedside and smacks me across the face, then runs out crying. “What a bitch.” I hold my hand to my cheek rubbing it a little.
“She’s right.” “What?” I look up and see Cobie coming in holding the ice cream again. “What do you mean she’s right?” “Well don’t you think it was a little mean to just throw her away like that?” “Baby thats what I do.” “Okay well here’s your ice cream enjoy.” Her voice was like ice, cold and emotionless. “Thanks but aren’t you going to eat it with me.” “No thank you.” She walks away and shut the door. Fine more for me.
Cobie’s P.O.V
I sit in the hallway letting the tears come freely. What am I going to do? He doesn’t remember me at all. I look at the time. It’s only 10:30pm, Ariel is probably sleeping and Aubrey is probably watching a movie. I look at my phone for a little bit thinking about what Ben told me. I really don’t feel bad for that girl I know that I shouldn’t but I know how it feels. I have been used before Ben came around.
I just want to go home and curl up in a ball but I know that I can’t do that. I have to be here for Ben, I mean who knows maybe his memory will come back and I need to be there for him when it does come back. He thinks I am crazy, I know it, but I can’t let go. I have waited to long and spent too much money waiting for him to come around. I know he will, or at least he will. I don’t know how I am going to be able to tell him he has had a child with me but hopefully he will be happy about it.
“Um lady. Ben wants you he said he wants to talk to you for a moment.” “Did he say what he wanted to talk about?” “No I am sorry he didn’t tell me that.” “Oh it’s okay. Thank you.” I don’t want to walk in that room but I knew I had to. I pull myself up from the ground and knock at the door. I wait for someone to respond but no one does. Okay with is odd maybe he fell asleep. Then again why would a random lady want me to go in a room. I slowly turn the knob and open the door wider.
A/N:
Hi guys so I am so sorry for not updating in a while, I am going to start doing it more especially when school gets out. Thank you so much for reading and please vote and comment. Thank you!
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