That was what I believed in until I found someone. Well, the term is not actually “found” and is also not “met”. Hmmm, I think the best line would be, “I realized that there’s this someone” someone I've been with at the sad and fun moments of my life, someone I’ve enjoyed talking to, someone who cheers me up when I’m down, someone who sympathizes with me when I feel bad, someone who supports me in the things I want to do, someone who appreciates my works, someone who gets mad wen I'm doing something wrong, someone kind, understanding, easy to get along with. Someone I began to trust, someone I started to like, someone I'm falling for… YES, what your thinking is right. I fell inlove with My BestFriend… My Someone…
And I don’t know how to feel about it…
Should I smile because we are bestfriends?
or should I cry because we will never be anything more?
how can I let the feelings go if it’s haunting me to stay?
how can I move on if my heart will always crave for that one special moment?
Those are just some of the questions hanging on my mind and I can’t find answers to these, no matter what I do, no matter where I go, no matter whom I ask, no matter how long I wait, the answer can be found nowhere, not in my pocket, not in my bag, not in my room, not in the forest, not with the moon & stars above nor even in the deepest ocean, but inside just TWO HEARTS. TWO HEARTS that are afraid to take some steps forward to a commitment. A commitment that may make or break the friendship that was built for years & nurtured two individuals. A friendship that has reached the very extent of it which is now hard to put to risk.
How can I make move so as not to lose this friendship if a bigger part of me wants to take bigger steps to that so called love? Here I am standing with lots of questions needing answers. With my craving heart wishing to find the missing puzzle to complete my life. It is very hard to be in a situation like this, you wouldn’t be able to decide where to go and which direction would you take…
And then…
YOU ARE READING
Crossroads
RomanceBased on a true story! My story! This would be the last time that i would be in this place where confused people can be found. I don't want myself to be found once more in this place called... "CROSSROADS".
