youth

letter thirty five

hey

i've decided i'm done

done with your bullshit

done with school's bullshit

done with life's bullshit

i hope everyone is happy

now that i'm gone

i'm ready to die

i have nothing left

so thank you kook

for being the tip of the iceberg

i hope you know

even after all the shit i've been through

i still love you.

___

he slowly looked up from the small notebook after re-reading the last line written on that page for the 100th time. his eyes lingered on the figure lying peacefully on the hospital bed, her face a deathly white.

"fuck. how did i screw up so badly?"