Slow Beat to the Rhythm

Knowing the Difference Between Two Realities

CHANCE DOESN'T reflect that much about his past, because it's difficult. Either he's getting looks of sympathy, or looks of disapproval.

He has a kid, and though it's not rare at his age, it still makes people judge. Seventeen shows irresponsibility, but he's twenty now. He's learned from past mistakes, and moving on is the only option.

Of course, he still keeps in touch with his ex—they're good friends, and although their romantic feelings are resolved, he sometimes wonders what it will be like if they stayed together. Emma was a special person; one who will always be in his heart.

He's never quite expected things to turn out the way they are. High school sweethearts, if you look at it from a certain perspective, makes you think of forever in love and getting married. Chance has thought about marriage. But they didn't quite know what to do at that time, and Chance wonders if he'll fall in love again.

Being a romanticist at heart, Chance has been reluctant to start another relationship. One of the reasons why he finally accepted to be on Boy Band is so he could do more in his life. Previously being in a band, he's had the experience of touring and singing, friendships and fun.

Being a part of the show was surreal for him. He got the opportunity to work with other talented people, and improve on his voice. He never imagined being picked for the final five, but it made him incredibly grateful for everyone who supported him.

The other boys didn't find it totally weird that he has a kid. Chance even let some of them help watch Brooklyn. He observed that Jay definitely has a nice touch with kids; as did Michael. It was understandable—both have younger siblings whom they look after. Devin and Drew kind of kept a shy distance but eventually she grew on them.

And, well, Chance finds it sort of adorable when Michael takes care of Brooklyn. Michael acts like a cool dude, rapping and fluffy hair but hanging around Brooklyn, the persona adapts to a gentler, goofy guy.

Once he saw Michael singing 'I'm A Little Teapot', no rap, just singing, and Brooklyn requested for another song. Chance got to hear most nursery songs, and it wasn't like he was spying (ahem), he was just checking in.

Being one of the oldest in the band, he feels protective of everyone. But Michael's like his age, and it was a different feeling. Familiarity?

No, that wasn't it.

Drew's near his age, too, and that's just clear friendship. With Michael, sometimes it's difficult to say what it is.

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Three of them are spending their time exploring LA, despite the fact that they've been there for the show. Already they regain a sense of déjà vu, but it's kind of new after they've spent some time back with their families. John, Drew, and Brady volunteer to take care of Brooklyn back at the hotel, so Chance can spend time with the other two.

The trio is walking aimlessly down the streets, and it's cool to see people recognizing them. Chance swears he sees a Logan Lerman look-alike, but there's so many people.

"We need to get food, guys," Sergio reports. "What should we get?"

"Pizza?" Michael laughs. "We'll eat anything."

"Except for brussel sprouts," Chance adds.

Michael gives a look. "Do you really think people will sell brussel sprouts?"

"You never know, dude." Sergio opens his phone. "I saw some restaurants nearby."

"We're on the move. I need to see Brooklyn soon," Chance explains. Honestly, he just doesn't want to spend time in a restaurant. Maybe if it was quiet, but looking around, it's like it's a National Outdoor Day.