:::Andreas POV:::
I slammed the door shut and flung myself onto the bed, bursting into tears... again.
I cried for what felt like hours, just laying there, thinking about life without chance.
I couldn't even believe how my mother felt. He was her everything, the light inside of her, the happiness. Now, all of that is drained.
When I finally had the strength to pull myself up, I leaned against the bed frame in my tears. I had cried so much that my entire sheet was soaked with salty, bitter tears.
Andrea: I WANT TO JUST DIE!
I screamed at the top of my lungs.
Suddenly the door creaked open and I saw three pairs of eyes staring back at me. The triplets.
I gritted my teeth and screamed at them.
Andrea: LEAVE ME ALONE!
They quickly backed away but didn't close the door. I fell on my back on the bed and heard footsteps coming up the stairs. Soon enough, someone was holding me, in there arms.
I looked up weakly and saw daddy.
I was too weak for anything else right now, so I layed my head back, and relaxed.
1 week later
Beep... beep... beep
I sat up and slammed my hand down on the stop button. I rubbed my sticky face that was drenched in tears.
I got out of bed and walked over to my closet, grabbing the black dress mom had bought for me the other day.
I pulled it on and walked into my bathroom, getting all of my makeup out, including my straightening iron. After I freshened up and straightened my hair, I walked down and ran to uncle Jake, hugging him tightly.
Jake: it's okay, baby.
He said hugging me back.
Andrea: but it isn't.
I grabbed my sketchbook and earbuds. I refused to listen to the priest and my family talk about chances death.
I loved drawing and singing.
2 hours later...
We arrived at the funeral home and walked in, me slowly following behind everyone. I took a seat in the very back and pulled out my stuff.
I played my favorite song called," not about angels" by birdy. I started drawing and listening to my song when I started lip-synching. I looked up to see everyone staring at me. Turns out, I was actually singing the song, not just lipsynching.
I took out my earbuds and let a tear fall on the drawing of chance I had been drawing. It landed directly below his eye, as if he was crying too.
Suddenly I felt someone's hand on my shoulder and looked up to see the priest.
Priest: may I ask, can you sing that lovely song again, for chance?
I nodded and walked up to the podium.
I took a deep breath and got a chill. When I opened my mouth to sing, I felt more protected and comfortable.
By: Birdy
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Lyrics
We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to toss this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special oh oh oh
Don't give me up
Don't give,
Me up
How unfair, it's just our love
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Ho oh oh would you dare to let it go?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special oh oh oh
Don't give me up
Don't give,
Me up
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
It's not about not about angels, angels
Written by Jasmine Lucilla Elisabeth Van Den Bogaerde • Copyright © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Fox Music, Inc
I let the tears roll down my face and into the podium.
Everyone started clapping for me, and I slowly walked back to my seat.
A few hours later...
After people were getting ready to go, my dad came over and sat beside me.
Anthony: Andrea? Do you want a few minutes alone with him?
I nodded through tears.
Anthony: okay hon.
He got up and walked out of the room, as I ran to the casket. I thought for a few minutes, and gently lifted the lid off Exposing chances lifeless, limp body.
Andrea: I'm so so sorry. I've should've been awake to help daddy.
I hugged him close and sobbed into his tux.
Andrea: I just want to die to be with you chance! This is the worst moment of my life! I hate myself! I hate my life! I hate everything!
I layed on the steps in front of him in the casket, and eventually I fell into a deep sleep.
Dream...
Andrea: where am I?
Chance: you're dream.
I turned around to see the man I was waiting for, my dad chance.
I ran into him squeezing his sides in a hug.
He hugged me back and bent down to my level as our eyes met, both had tears in them intensely.
Chance: listen, promise me something.
Andrea: anything, anything! Daddy.
I said as a tear rolled my cheek.
He wiped it away with one of his knuckles.
Chance: promise me, you'll never hurt yourself again.
Andrea: I promise.
Chance: and, when you meet that perfect boy, don't let him stain your heart. And make sure he holds you're heart right, and treats you right. Hold his heart carefully, because if you don't, it'll break.
Andrea: I-I promise daddy.
Chance: I'm a ghost now sweetie, but I'll show up to all of you're dreams. And I'll always be watching over you. If you need advice, just take a nap, and dream of me. I'll be there.
I nodded and smiled.
Chance:and tell team 10 I love them, especially Tessa.
He smiled and kissed my forehead.
Chance: I love you.
Andrea: I love you too dad.
Chance: oh! One more thing, tell Anthony I forgive him. All the way. Even if he doesn't believe you.
He chuckled.
Suddenly, I shot up and I was suddenly in my bed.
Andrea: I'm actually happy for once.
I laughed and hopped out of bed. I pulled on a sweatshirt, skinny jeans and converses. I walked out and ran down the stairs. When I arrived in the kitchen, I was greeted by Anthony, Tessa and Jake all down, eating their cereal.
They didn't look very happy.
Andrea: Hi guy!
I said cheerfully.
They looked up and then back down except for my mom.
Tessa: why are you so happy today?
Andrea: chance said that he loves you mama!
Tessa: what?
Andrea: oh, dad! He also said he forgives you completely!
He looks at me strangely and then smiles and nods.
Anthony: I know, he's my brother. Forever:).
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