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I swallow and take a deep breath as I look at Ashton for the first time since I left him a week ago I then roll my eyes and put my hand on my hips thinking what could he possibly want at this moment

Ashton and Naomi conversation
N: what are you doing here Ashton
I sigh and complete frustration
A: I came home to see the love of my life and her clothes not in my place anymore so I had to see what was up
I scoffed and glare at him
N: the love of your life
I say snarky thinking of the shit he did to me and that house
N: well if I was the love of your life why would you continue to make my life miserable huh why would you beat me to the point where I passed out or choke me out until I couldn't breath why would the love of my life beat me with a wet belt with salt on it huh that's not what a man who wanted to be married to me would do the man that I knew wouldn't do that to me he would love me and cherish me he wouldn't leave me in the house alone while HE went to do his nasty deeds THE MAN I LOVE wouldn't have made me have an ABORTION because he didn't wanna take RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS ACTIONS the love of my life WOULDNT HAVE GAVE ME Chlamydia
I start raising my voice at him and I could see my mom though my watery vision
M: he did what
She gasp and glare at him and I run up to my mom and she holds me in her arms and finally I can speak again
N: YOU KNOW YOU ARE SELFISH AND INCONSIDERATE I HAVE BEEN PUT THOUGH SHIT BECAUSE OF YOU BUT YOU DONT CARE ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOURSELF AND NOW I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT NOW IM GOING UPSTAIRS
I ran upstairs and ran into my old room and I hear my mom talking to him and the last thing I heard was the door slam

Mom and Naomi conversation
She comes in my room and holds me while I cry in her arms feeling completely drained
M: why didn't you tell me about the chlamydia situation
She says while holding me and her arms
N: because I was ashamed of the many things that I been though with him and when I found out that I had chlamydia it was the most terrifying thing I have ever experienced and so now I'm just taking shots every month since I am pregnant with a baby
M: and how will that effect the baby
I look at her and shrug
N: they said it would be nothing major on the baby since she's in the womb she'll be healthy when she/he comes out but idk about me though but if something happens to me please take care of the baby for me
I look up at her and tears goes down my cheeks
M: of course I will she's my grand baby anyway
N: thank you mom
M: no problem
N: can you sleep with me please
M: of course
And just like that we fall asleep me holding on to her tightly wishing that if I died that my mom would be there

End of conversation