Dear Diary, Something's Wrong

September 19th

Dear Diary, today we have a new student!

   I believe his name is Akihiro Nomura? I wasn't really paying attention when he introduced himself to the class, but I did overhear my pupils squealing over how he definitely suits the name Akihiro name since he does give off these "Sun Prince" vibes. Whatever that means. Anyways, he sits on the other side of the classroom, and I feel so bad for him. I know I've mentioned this before, but Lil Miss Fall-In-Love-Every-One-Second sits over there. And the moment he sat down in front of her, she started giving him love eyes. I swear I almost wanted to cry for him, but I think he just... politely ignored Mieko? If you even can politely ignore someone.

   For the strangest reason today, it felt as if someone was staring at me from across the room, but whenever I looked to the other side of the class, no one was even looking in my direction. I think my paranoia is acting up, but it really only acts up when it's night time or when I finish watching a horror movie. After class ended, I saw Akihiro struggling to pack up, so being the amazingly nice person I am, I went over to help. As I was helping him, he kept avoiding my eyes and his cheeks had a faint pink tint over them when our hands brushed over each other. It was honestly adorable. I don't know why the other girls said he gave off "Sun Prince" vibes when he acts more like a shy kitten. When we finished picking up his stuff, he asked for my name. Now, I know this dude was cute and all, but I was feeling like I should be a mystery to him. All I told him was that I was Oshi-Chan before swaying away from him, giving him a little wink as I left the room.

   Other than my class getting a new student, today was pretty okay. I found out that three of my friends had partners. I'm frankly upset that they excluded me once again, but eh, I'm used to it. I told Daichi that the day I get with someone, the world will end. He laughed at me right after and gave me a pat on my head, reassuring me that since I was cute, I would find someone. I don't think he understands that people nowadays don't looks for cute people, they look for people that are hot and attractive, not cute. Also, I'm pretty sure I give off "annoying little sister" vibes, so that's helping me not find someone to date.

   God, I'm getting more desperate.

   I think mom's calling me down, so I have to finish up this journal entry for today! I dunno, I feel like since I'm fifteen years of age, that I should stop writing in this and just leave it to rot in the back of my closet, but this kinda feels like another home to me? If that makes sense at all? I dunno, it just has all my feelings in this so what I compared it to is Dumb(TM).

   Good night, Diary!,
       * Yuki Oshiro *

   Yukiko had plopped down onto her bed. It was a false alarm that her mom had called the female teen down, but since she did come downstairs, Yukiko immediately became obligated to carry up her sleeping little brother. Switching out of her school uniform and into a baggy shirt with pajama shorts, the girl crawled under her covers and thought about what happened today in her class. Akihiro... What kind of person are you? She thinks to herself, replacing a pillow from her head down to between her slender legs, You look like the type of kid that's super social and friendly to everyone but you also seem like you're someone that's super shy and easily flustered..

   Yukiko, unknowingly, end up thinking about what type of person Akihiro Nomura is as she drift away into a peaceful slumber.