He hates it. He hates everything. Why did he do that to Edd? Why did he get drunk? Why did he listen to his father?
Why did he let Tord die?
'Why? Why, why, why, whY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY?! Why did i listen?! Why did i let it happen?! Why didn't i stop it?!' Screams Tom inside his head. 'Why...?'
Tom found himself walking back to the place he had once spent most of his time at. It made him wonder how after all these years, and in the condition he was in right now, he still knew the way there.
He hears the sound of rushing water and that's when he looks up. He finds himself at the waterfall or, better said, the safe haven he and Tord use to share.
Keyword being use.
Tom stares at the flowing stream. "I let you die..and I regret it every day from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep" He wallows a lump that was growing in his throat and blinks away the small tears that were forming in his eyes "Maybe....I should just end this." He says before getting closer to the stream.
"I don't think i can join you up there with the stars my one and only love. You were an angel and i.." He looks at the water again "I am a demon who deserves to spend the rest of eternity suffering."
"I love you. Goodbye Starboy." He whispers before letting himself fall into the rushing stream.
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"I missed you. And now that im here i won't let you do this to yourself."
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Suddenly Tom opens his eyes coughing. He gasps profusely before fixing his blurred vision on his savior. He strains his eyes to try and clear his eye sight and then suddenly freezes.
"Tord..?" He softly whispers as if he spoke too loud Tord would disappear.
"Hello again... Kittyboy" Tord said equally as softly. Tom couldn't believe his eyes. Was this real?
"Ar-are you real?" He says stuttering on his words. Tord giggles softly, a sound Tom had not heard in so long he had forgotten how much he missed and loved it. "Of course silly!" "How?" Tom didn't really care how. He only cared that his beloved Starboy was back. Tord smiles warmly before replying. "I would never let you do this to yourself. I came back for you."
Before he knew it Tom began to sob. He didn't deserve this miracle for all that he's done to him. All that he's done to everyone. "Bu-but I-I-I let you die I didn't do anything I..." Tord embraces him into a warm hug not caring that Tom was wet. "Its okay. I had already forgiven you long ago." This just made om sob more. He clutches onto Tord's salmon colored sweater and sobs deeply into it.
all that could be herd that night was Tom's cries and Tord's sweet voice comforting him.
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And just like old times,
Tom found himself falling in love again.
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Dear Kittyboy (Dear Starboy Fanfic)
Fanfiction(Art by me:Koni) [Dear starboy is not mine,all respect to its rightful owner] After Tord had died, Tom was completely devastated. He soon moved in with his two best friends Edd and Matt. Still trying to forget the past he results to drinking. One n...
