it's okay ; changkyun

twelve

Jooheon entered his room, hoping to find Changkyun. The youngest member had been quite secretive lately, and Jooheon was determined to uncover what he was hiding. (Changkyun was very good at keeping secrets, so it was going to be a while before Jooheon could pry and important information out of him.)

However, the younger rapper wasn't in his room. Instead, he found Minhyuk sitting on his bed, a laptop open in front of him.

A very familiar laptop.

Minhyuk jumped when the door opened. "Shit, I thought you were Changkyun."

"Is that his laptop?" Jooheon asked.

Minhyuk nodded. "That kid always slams the thing shut whenever I come near him, but he just went to take a shower and left it wide open."

Jooheon snorted, though his heart was beating anxiously. "Damn. Anything good?"

"Yeah. Look at this."

Jooheon moved to sit near Minhyuk on the bed. A word document was open on the screen, and it seemed to have lyrics written on it.

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For some reason
I feel smaller when I'm in front of you
But I wanna see you now
My pounding heart beats for you

I think I need you
I asked my friends and they said I'm right
I haven't seen you for a whole day
Thorns appear in my mouth, it hurts a little
You're different
You're not ordinary
I won't ever make you cry
So please come into my arms now

I like you, what about you?
If you're gonna reject me, no thanks
They say love is hard
Without you, my direction is no ways

Even if you are shy about being mine, it's alright
My love, there are days that I will make you laugh
Til your stomach hurts

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The words stopped there. "Wow. Is that all he has on this thing?"

"Basically," Minhyuk shrugged. "His search history only has animal videos and Girls Generation. And all his other documents have a password on them."

Jooheon looked at the lyrics again. They were clearly a rough draft, but he still wondered how they would sound being sung in Changkyun's deep voice.

All of a sudden, the door creaked open and the youngest member stepped in, his hair wet. "W-what?" he yelped, lunging to the bed and pulling his laptop away.

"Changkyun—" the older vocalist started.

"No! Don't you guys know not to look through other people's stuff? I thought I made it clear that it was private."

"It was wide open on your bed, and we were curious."

The youngest was clearly angry. "That doesn't give you a right to look at it." He started to climb back up to his bunk before saying, "Especially since you knew I wasn't ready to show what was in there yet."

Minhyuk turned to Jooheon, his eyes full of worry. However, the rapper knew that the best thing to do with Changkyun was to leave him alone.

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a.n/ yeah so my wattpad readers are the first to see this chapter congrats!! I had wanted to update everywhere at the same time, but I don't have access to a computer.

Also those lyrics were written by Changkyun! They're from Amen, Need You, and I'll Be There (in that order, I believe)

Don't forget to send me your love/hate idc I just want acknowledgement!!!!1!!!