It was all in my head

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I woke up and looked around. I was wearing a night gown but I was confused why. I stood up and I was in a field of flowers. I saw the city up ahead. I walked towards it and went to my house. It started to rain and I saw my mother wearing all black. She was crying. I went to her and stood in front of her.

"Mom don't cry. What's wrong? " I asked and I tried to give her a hug but I just threw her. My eyes widened right then and there. I followed her and we we're at the cemetery. She stood in front of a grave and out some flowers down. I looked St the grave and read it out loud. "In loving memory (y/n) (l/n). Good daughter, and friend. " I put my hands over my mouth and tears ran down my cheeks. "That's a lie! Mom I'm right here! " I shouted but she just kept crying.

"Sweetheart I'm sorry if only I let you go to Ukyo. If only I had helped you go to him. You loved him so much, you had so much to live for. Why did you have to go? " she said and kept crying. That just made me cry more. I saw a man come towards my mother. She remarried?

"Come on. " he said softly and she hugged him. I saw the guys come. They looked sad.

"Why still needed her. She was always there for us. Why weren't we there for her when she needed us the most? " Valt asked. His hands turned into fists and tears ran down his cheeks.

"Valt don't cry. You guys were always there for me. " I said. They left and looked back at my grave. Tears ran down my cheeks more. I felt my heart break.

"This can't be true. I can't be dead. " I said and I saw Ukyo come. He stood I front of my grave. He put flowers on my grave and he bent down. He stayed there and put his hand on it.

"I'm sorry (y/n). " he said. I knew he wanted to say more but he couldn't. Tears ran down his cheeks. He stood up. "Why did you leave me (y/n)? " he asked. He fell on his knees and put his hand over his eyes. As if he didn't want to see my grave because he knew it wasn't right. I hugged him from his back and cried with him. It all had to be fake.

I couldn't blame him. I didn't want to believe it either. I saw him get a gun and he pointed it towards his head. My eyes widened and I smacked the gun out of his hand. Luckily that worked.

"Don't do it! " I shouted and more tears ran down my cheeks. I knew he saw me, I tired to hug him but I couldn't.

Right then and there my eyes opened wide. I saw something I didn't want to see. I gasped for air and looked to my right. I saw Ukyo. He looked worried. I put my hands on his face and it didn't go threw him. Instead he had a soft smile and seemed confused.

"What are you doing? " he asked chuckling. I hugged him and he hugged me back.

"I-i w-was in a dream and I was a ghost. M-my mother remarried. The guys regretted everything, v-valt started crying, you put flowers on my grave, y-you started to cry, y-you were about to shot yourself but I knocked it out of your hands but you stabbed yourself. I-I thought I l-lost you a-and i-i cried a lot. " I said.

"Don't worry I'm here now, and I won't let anything happen to you. " he said. He gave me a reassuring smile and I nodded my head.

"So it was all fake? " I asked and he nodded his head. "Thank goodness. " I said and out my hand on my chest. I felt my heart start to calm down a bit. Ukyo was holding my hand and I smiled. I was holding his hand back. I smiled.

"Maybe you should get some rest I'll stay eight here by your side. " he said and I laid back down. I closed me eyes and started to slowly fall back to sleep. I was calm knowing everything wasn't at all like how I thought it was.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 18, 2017 ⏰

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