A Forbiden Friendship: Friends Till the end

shopping part 2

After we had gotten the backpack and supplies, Uncle Mike suggested i get some new clothes too which i was unsure about because i've been used to wearing my yellow jacket and black jeans for a few years now and i'd rather not show more of my faint purple skin.

So here we are, in the clothing area of Walmart looking for clothes that suit me as i felt eyes on me while picking out a yellow T-shirt, i gripped the other clothes i was holding out of nervousness and annoyance, will you people just mind your damn business and stop looking at me!? i sighed and hurried up picking shirts and sweaters before going to the pants section. Uncle Mike was looking over me as i scanned the different types of pants, i can tell he knew how annoyed i was getting, he's always known about how i am being outside and in front of thousands of people since i was 8. Uncle Jeremy knew it too and i guess we were similar cause he's usually a bit of easily scared person but they knew i had eventually conquer this damn anxiety problem. Soon i settled for a 3 pair of blue jeans, some black and yellow leggings, and finally some dark purple Vans, what? i said before why i choose these colors, at least be glad i got something blue damn it

I walked over to Uncle Mike "got everything?" he asked and i nodded my head, he then took me to the changing room, it didn't look like anyone was there which had me feel relieved, i walked into one of the stalls and tried on the yellow shirt with one of the jeans and put on the Vans, i looked in the mirror and.....i looked way different with new clothes, i looked at my arms which were exposed but not all of the way because of the short sleeves, i looked through the pile of clothes to find one of the sweaters i picked out and found a salmon one then slipped it on, it made me feel better and i liked the color, after all it went with my rose hair clip which was the same color, i wonder if i should get other colors of it or other types of hair clips...

Soon i had finished trying on the clothes, all of them fitting me perfectly and got a few new hair clips before heading over to Uncle Mike and we went to the Check out lines. while we waited, my head started wandering, what if i get bullied, what if people don't like me, what if they lock me in a dark room where i'll be stuck til the next day? "....-chan" what if the teachers laugh at me? i don't want to be laughed at! "...eepie-chan!" oh my Chica I'm gonna get be doomed with a lot of people aroun-- "Creepie-chan!!" i snapped out of my thoughts to look up at my uncle looking worried as heck, his hands on my shoulders. i blinked a few times then looked around only to see people looking at me even the cashier herself with questioning looks, but what was different....is how cashier seemed to sense my uneasiness since she was closer and saw my fear in my eyes, which were glossy. i swallowed the lump in my throat and walked past my uncle to the sliding doors while whispering "I'll just wait outside" and just ran out, i can't believe i froze up in front a lot of people! im really losing it at this point!

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 hello there my bruhs, im so sorry for not updating for so freaking long but I'm back and writing, bet you were super curious on what would happen next :3

seems like Creepie-chan is still having trouble coping with the fact that she's going to a place with a lot of unknown people