I fell
And I fell
And I fell
And I fell
I lost count on how many time I fell.
To love more man that you can even count with one hand would be such dreams for some.
But
Not having even one in the end.
However,
The feeling stays.
It's not that you didn't love enough.
It's not that you don't want to.
But it's because you can't
That makes a huge different.
I've lost more love than I can ever hold on to.
There's a curse I wish to lift away from my future generation.
It can only be done if I make the right decision for today.
But,
Believe me.I have doubt on how strong my faith could ever be to accept such fate that I am put into.
All my life,all I ever wanted was one for me.
Instead of one..I received more than one person's love
But,
None which I can keep for myself
At all.
This is my destiny and it kills to receive so much,to feel too much but it was never meant to be.
