Behind the mask ||Book One||

Chapter five

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I walk out of my room and close my door then I walk down the stairs and see my mom waving at the heaves who where already on their way home.

"Stella where were you?" my mom screams as she steps on our porch to face me.

"I came as soon as you called."I reply and lean by the side of the open door.

"Well they're gone already, might as well go sulk in your room like you usually do."

I sigh rolling my eyes and jog back to my room.

I knew her sudden care was just an act, No one fricking cares even if I die I'm sure no one'll attend my burial.

I slam my door shut and enter my Bathroom to have a quick shower after which I fall into a deep slumber.

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It's Monday, I hate Monday's, I literary despise Monday's. It always brings an end to the weekends and that's just sad.

Plus Monday's mean school and I HATE SCHOOL not just cause I'm bullied, but the food tastes like pure crap and it's really expensive.

I look at the clock which reads 7:30, I have an hour left.

So I take off my clothes and walk into my bathroom.

I take a long cold chapter and wrap my hair and body in fluffy white towels once I'm done

I apply my lotion and walk into my wardrobe to grab my hoodie and a forever 21 black trouser and a white shirt.
I have an unhealthy addiction to forever 21, I can't help it.

I quickly put them on and tie my hoodie around my waist, I put my phone in my backpack and walk down the stairs.

My mom's already at the dinning with my staring at her phone which she's obsessed with and my dad's just looking at nothing in particular his eyes wonder around the house. That's not creepy at all *notice the sarcasm*

Bella's not here so she's probably still asleep or selecting an outfit.

"Good morning." I chime and take a seat staring at the freshly baked pancakes in front of me.

I take a bite and I'm through with it not long after.

I quickly do the dishes and rush out the door to wait for the school bus.

"Mom, dad I'm off to school." I scream.

I stand there and let my thoughts wonder off.

Wait a sec. Why do I always wait for the school bus everyday day when it always passes me by, OMG I've actually, unintentionally disgraced and humiliated my self ever since middle school for absolutely nothing and I'm just realizing that now.
"Oh, stupid, stupid, stupid." I chant.

I look at my watch and it's 8:01am, which means 29 minutes before the bus arrives.
What would I ever do without my watch.

I begin walking towards school and damn does it feel good.

I walk for about five minutes when an idea hits me along with the wind.

I sit on a bench close an alley and decide to see their reaction when they realize "Stella the nerd is gone" but from a safe distance.

I take out my phone and glance looking through my notifications on wattpad.

Immediately it's 8:30 the school bus zooms past my house and the students start singing MY song but they're stopped abruptly when a boy screams "Where's Nerdizila?".
The bus stops and I can't help but laugh when everyone starts searching around with peering eyes waiting anxiously for me to step out through my door.

I stand up, wear my hood and continue walking towards school.
That was so worth it.
. .

I walk straight to my locker as soon as I get to school and I open it to take out my books for the first period.

I'm left speechless by what I see.

It's covered with pictures of my horrible experiences.
It was a reminder of all the countless times I've been bullied.
A reminder of all the pain I tried to endure.
It reminded me that I'm NERDZILA.

I'm instantly weak and all the courage I ever tried to gather suddenly goes away.

Taped to a picture of my most recent incident of bullying is a letter and I take it with shaky hands and read it under my breath.

"Here comes Stella brushing like a wind swift and fast but she never wins, she's so uglyyy why don't we throw her in a bin.
You missed your chant today so I decided to sing it to you in person.
Never forget who you are, and whatever act you're trying to put up, you better stop it right now, you're the schools nerd and that's what you'll always be".
With lots of love, Bella.

I feel a pang of hurt as feeling of pain stabs my heart.

A tear threatens to spill from my eyes and this time I have no strength to carry on.

I run to the restroom and let it all out, the pain I've tried to conceal from the world all these years hit me like a brick wall.

By the time I'm through sobbing, I look horrible, my face pale, my eyes swollen and I my nose red and puffy.

Oh no! I'm late for class.

I have no makeup so I quickly rinse my face and cover it with my hair like I usually do. I drag my hood down to my eyes and drag my feet to my history class.

I hear talking from within as I approach the class.

I open the door and walk in to face a very angry Mr James.

"Young lady where have you been?" he screams.

"No where sir." I reply looking at my feet.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you miss and take off that hood you look like you just jumped out from a horror movie."

Rants of Nerdizila fill the air and the teacher chuckles.

"I can't." I mutter

"What imprudence, Detention!!!! see you after school."

I shrug and make a step to move to my seat.

"Oh, before I forget get out!!!" he says pointing at the door.

I sigh and step out the door.
Well that was annoying.
Another reason to hate history...

I've never gotten detention before but it shouldn't be that bad.

I make my way towards the library and I'm about open the door when I'm blinded by a hand and I'm dragged away.

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