"Smile" they say; I try.
"It's all in your head"
"Being happy is a choice"
"Suck it up"
Medication helps keep me sane,
But how long will it last?
"You're not trying hard enough!"
"It's all your fault"
"You should just kill yourself already"
I've tried that, 3 times actually,
But you wouldn't care, would you?
I can try again if you'd like.
It's not like anyone would miss me...
My scars shine bright,
Like my personality used to be when I was a child.
Maybe one day the world will change.
Into a world where we all can be happy.
It's to bad I'll never see that.
