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i feel like im nothing
i feel like i cant be
what everyone says that they wish that i could be
i feel like its over
i feel like ill never
get out of the box that i put myself in
im deteriorating
dissolving and fading
ill turn into nothing
cause everything new is
deteriorating
it's infuriating and humiliating
dont know what to do
i have these wings
a simple heart
a floating day
a flameless light of love
and it burns so bright inside me
i cant see it
i cant touch it
cause it's so damn far away
but i know that
i can make it
it'll warm me up someday
it's a misunderstanding
and it's so degrading
to say that im nothing
cause that is absurd
and im not concentrating
on intoxicating
my mind with these terrible words
these terrible thoughts that im not enough
they will never make me drown
and the only thing that's deteriorating
are the chains that held me down

im ameliorating
-song made by kittydog

1/19/17

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