This boy | Case Walker

7

It was 5 pm and Case had went to his house for the night so I facetimed him. We talked about playlist and how fun it would be. I switched the camera so Case could see Julian and Jonas running back and forth packing their stuff. He laughed.

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After about one hour we said goodnight and I went to the bathroom. In my eye I could see a figure in the mirror. I turned to see who it was, me. How could I be so dumb and think that weren't me. I just laughed it away, but after a good 2 seconds of laugh I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror. I pulled up my shirt and touched my stomach, i pulled away and stared at the belly I once thought were slim and thin, but that now were fat.(a/n: okay, she's not fat but in her head she's fat, just so you know.) I felt tears streaming down my cheeks. How did I not see this before. I accidentally sobbed, without noticing. And immediately I heard a knock on the door.

-Hey, Naomi. Are you alright? Someone said.

-Y... Ye... Yeah.. I'm fine. I sobbed.

-Um... okay. Let us know if there's something bothering you. The person said.

-Okay. I said.

I did my business and when I came out Geo, Austyn, Julian and Jonas were looking at me.

-How are you? Geo asked.

-I'm fine. I said, faking a smile.

-You don't seem fine. Jonas said.

-But I am. I said.

-Okay. They said and looked at each other.

We walked out the room and down to the lobby where the others were. We walked to Chipotle and I was soooooooo hungry. But then I got a tiny flashback from earlier. When I saw myself in the mirror. I felt disgusted by how I looked. When we finally were at Chipotle I decided not to have anything.

-Naomi, what do you want? Mario asked me.

-Um.. I'm not hungry. I chuckled.

-Really? He asked.

-Yeah. I said.

-Oh.. Okay. He said.

I felt bad. I felt bad for lying to Mario. I was starving inside. But I can't think of that right now, it just makes me hungrier. Austyn gave me a weird look but when he noticed that I looked at him he looked away. We went back to the hotel with "our" food, although I didn't have any.

We arrived at the hotel and I took off my shoes and went to bed, yes, in my ordinary clothes.

-Wow, you're tired girl! Jonas laughed.

I laughed and that was all I did before I fell asleep.

A/N: Hello friends and non-friends! I should've gone to sleep 1 hour ago but I couldn't sleep so i decided to write here instead. Because of all the tests in school I haven't been able to write anything these weeks, but now, finally, I had the time! I hope you liked it and I don't know if any of you will stop reading because of that I put a part of my life in to this story that is kind of hard for me to talk about. If you don't understand right now what I mean, you will, later, I promise. I love y'all <3! - N