Gdragon Daddy

In a blur

Where did that come from! I felt so embarrassed I could die! He obviously noticed my embarrassed face because a smile escaped his lips as if satisfied. He appeared to be focusing even more  or maybe it was actually getting to me. My moans were seriously embarasing me Jesus Christ! I tried to cover my mouth but he pressed both my hands against the bed. I felt something rising from within me. It was the first time I had climaxed in my life. It took a lot of energy from me and I was feeling a bit dizzy. That dizziness disappeared as soon as I saw him positioning himself between my legs.
"Hey wait!!!"
"What's wrong?"
"Uh uh nothing's wrong I just forgot to tell you something. This is my first time so can you take it slow until I'm used to it?"
He seemed dumbfounded. He blinked a few times and then recovered his composure.
"Sure tell me if you want to stop"
I nodded. He grabbed a bit of lotion and inserted his finger spreading it around. He went in slowly and I felt the pain as my hymen stretching. I didn't cry but still as he moved around slowly small whimpers of pain escaped my mouth. I focused on my breathing to calm my pain. He began kissing my neck and it eased the pain. At least the top half of my body was feeling some kind of pleasure.
"You can go faster now, I'm okay"
He picked up the pace and I felt my tissues stretching but it didnt hurt like at beginning. I just felt a little uncomfortable. After about 5 minutes I began moaning which was a good sign cause I finally was feeling some pleasure mixed with a hint uncomfortableness. We switched positions and the turn made my grind my teeth. After the sweaty sex I could not walk. I checked to see how much blood I had shed. It hasn't been much as I had expected a pool of blood but it was very red. He fell asleep right away but I stayed up. Ella had been calling me and texting me to check O I was alright. I told her what had happened and that I needed an after sex pill. She agreed to leave it by my house before going to work. I had managed to get up to clean myself and to watch the sun rise. I looked at him and wondered if this would just be a one night stand. I hoped that if it was it would be for the best. I left everything up to fate and fell asleep.