Crazy Little Thing Called "Love"

We layed head to shoulder. His shoulder by my head and my shoulder by his head. We looked up into the wide blue sky and pointed at clouds that passed by. Our breaths were one and our heart was one. Him and I always thought we were one soul in two different bodies.

The scene shifted and this time we are in a diner. His snake bites glint off of the dull lighting when he smiles and his electrifying green eyes dance and laugh. His laugh is light and airy and mine mixes in with his and eventually we are in a fit of giggles. Everyone in the diner stops and looks at us which makes us erupting even more.

The scene shifts again and this time we are in a field of tall green grass and bright wild flowers. Him and I are playing hide-n-seek. I pop my head up every now and then trying to spot his head that is covered in long black hair. Finally I spot him and run over jumping playfully onto his back. Him and I topple over and we lay there looking up at the sky hand in hand. He looks over at me and smiles, "I lost the car keys somewhere out here." I jump up off of the ground and smile down at him. "Well I guess we'll have to find them."

The scene shifts again and this time there is a burning house in front of me. Police and firemen scurry around me. I walk around trying to find him but I can't. I approach a police officer, "My boyfriend. My boyfriend, he lives here, everyone is out here except for him. I think hes still in there." He looks down at me his brown eyes searching my face. "Are you sure ma'am?" I nod my head furiously. The police officer turns and walks over to a fireman. He talks for a minute and then come backs over, "Im sorry young lady but they couldn't find anyone else in the house and if there is still someone is in there they won't be alive by now. My whole world stops and my throat tightens. I fall on my knees and begin to sob and cry.

I wake up and I am looking striaght into my moms eyes. She smiles down at me sadly, "You were crying again, Tee-jay." I feel under my eyes and sure enough my hands are wet. I lookup at my mom and start crying. I sat up and hugged her.

"I miss him so much mom. How could something like that happen? I was so happy but obviously I wasn't allowed to be happy." My mom hugged me and kissed my forehead.

"Tee-jay, I don't why it happened but I do know if Andrew saw you crying like this for him he'd would be so sad that he left you. He loved you very much and I know it hurts to lose someone as close as him." My mom hugged me tighter and stroked my head as I sobbed into her shoulder. Eventually my tears ran dry and my mom and I sat there in that positioin for about another hour before she pulled away and stood up. "I'm going back to bed. If you want you can stay home from school tomorrow so you can gain back some energy." She smiled at me, turned and walked out the door.

I got up and shuffled into my baby powder blue bathroom and looked in the mirror. My crystal blue eyes were red and puffy from all the crying. I got into the shower and turned the hot water all the way up. I took off my boxer briefs and my white wife beater and climbed in. The hot water burned my skin at first then my body adjusted. I stood there until it ran cold then started to wash.

I stepped out of the shower at two-thirty nine in the morning smelling like lilacs. I walked over to my vanity and leaned in to inspect my complexion. I had one pesky zit at my hair line but I could easyily cover it with my long black bangs. My blue eyes were still red and a teeny bit puffy but it was starting to fade and my snake bites glistened in the light. I tied my wet hair into a sloppy bun and tightened my towel around me. I walked into my room and into my large walk-in closet. I slid into a white strapless bra and grabbed a neon yellow spegheti strapped tank top and a white cold-shoulder top. After putting my top on I started going through pants trying to decide whether I'd wear skinny jeans or short shorts. I finally decided on a pair of dark wash skinny jeans with gaping hole on my thighs, knees, and shins. I grabbed my LOVEsick Get In My Pants zip up hoodie, my car keys, my iPhone, and my cigarettes and I was out the door at three-thirty.