You had been with the (REDS/BLUS) for almost a year now. Almost as soon as you joined, you fell for your team's Medic. You soon fell into depression as you noticed the team didn't take much notice of you. This wouldn't normally have bothered you, but being ignored by the one person you loved most was almost unbearable. You felt like a nuisance to your team, despite being clever fighter. Because of your past, you hadn't felt any love or human affection for almost 10 years. That's why you can kill so easily. You lacked what most people have...empathy. You didn't like thinking about your past and no one on your team knows about it.
And thanks to my respawn chip, I can't die, you thought with spite. You had tried many suicidal attempts only to end up in respawn.
Tonight was no different. You loaded the gun and *bang*
You woke up a few minutes later in respawn. You cried. For the first time in almost a year, you cried. You didn't care if anyone heard you. You laid on the floor curled up in a ball. A puddle of tears forming by your face.
"Fraulein?" Medic sounded worried. "Was ist los?" He asked.
"Why am I not loved?" Is all you could ask through your tears. This took the German aback. He rushed over to you and scooped you into his arms.
"Vhy vhould you say zat?" He asked.
"I've haven't been loved for 10 years," you cried. "After my parents death no one took pity on me. I've been alone for so long. I feel so rejected here, too" you were now screaming. Medic held you tight.
"That's not true, liebe. We all care for you. If anything happened to you, the base wouldn't be the same." He said.
"Really?" You asked while looking up at him.
"Ja...Ich liebe Dich," he said without thinking.
"Du liebe mich?" you asked incredulous. Medic looked at you I'm shock.
"Du sprechen Deutch?" He asked.
"Ja, eine kleine," you answered "und Ich liebe Dich, auch," you rushed out the last part.
"You are loved and by no one more than me," Medic said. You hugged Medic tightly and looked up at him. Your faces were so close. Medic brushed the lose hair out of your face. The space between you two closed. His kiss was sweet and soft. Your heart fluttered. You felt happy. Genuinely happy. You smiled in the kiss.
"Stay with me," you asked.
"Of course, liebe," Medic answered.
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Translations:
Fraulein: Miss
Was ist los: What's wrong
Ja: Yes
Ich liebe Dich: I love you
Du liebe Mich: You love me
Du sprechen Deutch: You speak German
Eine kleine: A little
Und Ich liebe Dich, auch: And I love you, too.
