That man

Those Three Months

Bang pd permitted her to be our frnd coz the maknae line begged for her. I didn't even try and hurted her by saying no that day , I don't deserve to be her frnd.she is so full of life and everyone is so comfortable with her. Even yoongi and namjoon got close to her. Jk is so comfortable around her that he Even goes running around her saying noona whenever she is here. Everyone is having fun but I can't get close to her I feel guilty that I denied her from our friendship. But my eyes still finds her in the crowd I keep staring at her, even if i try to avoid it my eyes still lands on her. And whenever she approaches  me my heart races like crazy I get nervous and couldn't speak a word. It's lyk I always ends up in a trance infront of her and no words can come out of my mouth. I know this hurts her, But I really want to be with her like others but my guilt and nervousness doesn't let me do that. She is so beautiful in all the aspects. Whenever the maknae line teases her she looks really cute lyk an angry little cute puppy with that pouty face and when everyone praises her for her food that huge smile just lights up my heart. What is this that I m feeling I've been around a lots of girls then why is it that it's only her that makes me this way. I don't want to be like this. I just want to go and grab her and tell her how beautiful and cute she is.....WAIT WHAT, what the hell is my mind thinking. Stop it you can't have her. It's not possible.

It's been a month and I still can't talk to her but we do make eye contact a  lot and I always get flustered whenever she caught me staring at her. She just blushes and looks away. Oh God she looks so cute while doing that.

WAIT NO Jin NO stop thinking about her.

Your POV :

It's been a month Jin still doesn't talk to me but it's alryt , I think he is opening up we make eye contact and he smiles at me. Well that's a first step but I still don't get it how a person Who can make frnds everywhere even if you send him to a different planet still stays so far from me. It hurts me , I want to know him more, I want to talk to him, I want to know what he likes and what he hates, want to cook something with him, want to laugh with him get angry with him, play games with him, fool around with him, But I can't because he doesn't want to get close to me . Why does it hurts so bad when he ignores me when he stays far away from me even though my bias Kookie is by my side why do I still want Jin to be there why why why......

The company has  organised a big party for the before time completion of the first phase of the project that  you were working on. Everyone was ready it was a black tie event so you bought a black gown for the night.



You went to party with Min Ra Unni she is also a scientist in your team. You both reached to the hotel where the party was organised. It was a beautiful place



And then you saw Jin standing with seong Joon over the bar.

Why is he here it's a company event. You went there to greet him . He told you that his father invited him to the party. He congratulated you on your success and then before you can talk more the head scientist went on to the stage and explained the first phase of the project and thanked everyone on his team. The CEO also thanked everyone and called up Min Ra on stage you were really surprised to see her there.

Min Ra : Hello everyone I hope you all are enjoying the night we all are here to celebrate the successful completion of first phase of the project and that too before time. I sincerely thank all my colleague's but the one who made that possible was Y/N most of the team members thought that she wasn't serious about the job here, she was always out of the lab around noon time and comes back late in the evening just before everyone gets ready for leaving the lab. But no one knows what she does after that.