Jake Pitts is my brother

feelings

Laura’s p.o.v

They saved him but he is fragile. They have kept him in a coma in order to give him the best chance of recovering. I’ve stayed by his bedside nearly 24/7 since he came into the hospital 2 weeks ago. I only leave to go back to the bus to shower and change. I’ve barley eaten since James came into hospital. I don’t even stay on bvb’s bus anymore I just can’t bear to see Ashley so now I stay on asking Alexandria’s bus. I still don’t know why Ashley had such an issue over the punch. At this moment James doctor walked in. “good morning miss Pitts I have some good news for you as of today we are going to bring Mr. Cassel’s here out of the coma as he is out of danger now.” i breathed out a sigh of relief and waited for the doctor to finsh injecting james with the liquid that would bring him out of his coma. Once the doctor was finished I went outside and rung Sam and told him the news and he said “okay imp gonna go tell everyone and we’ll be there a.s.a.p” and then he hung up. I went back inside to wait for everyone by James bedside.

Ashley's p.o.v

I heard about James getting better I still feel bad for what I did; I never meant to cause him this much damage maybe a couple of bruises at the most. I haven’t been back to the bus since the fight I’ve been staying at a cheap local hotel waiting for everything to calm down as I’m not even sure if I’m going to be welcome in bvb anymore so it may be the end as if I stay Jake might leave due to how much I upset Laura. I decided when everyone went to the hospital I  was going to write a note to Laura and tell her how I feel. How my heart flutters whenever we talk to each other. How whenever we brush against each other I get sparks right through my body. How whenever she hugs me I just want to hold her and never let go. I wrote this all done in a note and finished with “I love you and I want you to be mine but I know you can’t but I never meant him any harm. Love Ashley”. I started crying while writing this. It hurt so bad to have her so close to me but know I could have her. I couldn’t be the one to hold her. To comfort her when she’s upset. To make her laugh her adorable laugh. To kiss her like we’re the only ones in the world and that time has no presence. I know it seems strange that I’m crying as I have girls throwing themselves at me after the shows and some are like Laura but no can compare to her she’s just so perfect even her imperfections are perfect to me but I can’t tell her that as she’s with Cassel’s and not me. Once everyone was at the hospital I slipped back to the buses and firstly I snuck on to the asking Alexandria bus and placed my note in James bunk where I assumed Laura was staying. Then I slipped on to the bvb bus to grab some more of my stuff. I didn’t take my bass as I didn’t want the band to think I had left before this had all got sorted, I just took essentials like clothes and toiletries. Before I left the bus I ran back to the back lounge and grabbed a photo. It was the photo me and Laura first took at the party we threw when Laura came to live with us. She took one with every member of the band. I treasure this photo so as much as this is the one thing that James can never take from me. After grabbing this I quickly checked her bunk and in luck one of her hoodies lay there so I left a note of apology to both her and James there before picking up my stuff and leaving the bus again.

sorry this is soo short and late. ive just really busy latly with school and work lately. im hoping to update again over the weekend with a longer chapter.

so what will happen in the next chapter. will laura find the notes? will ashley still be in black veil brides? will james get out of hospital? find out next chapter