My Song Journal

Can't Let Myself Fall

He says that he is here for me and that he cares. He knows I am broken and I'm in need of repair. He is the type of guy I have been waiting for but I am scared. Since the last guy I gave me heart to seemed to break it into pieces and left me feeling useless. But maybe he can find the missing pieces and fix up the wounds I have from the past.

I just don't know what to do I'm so confused and I don't want to end up hurting you. I can handle pain it's fine you don't need to get yourself into this mess of mine. I don't want to fall for another guy and find out that he had lied. You seem really sweet but I can't let myself fall, fall too deep.

You want to know how I feel about you but honestly I don't even know. Since my heart has been broken I can never seem to let my feelings flow. The only time I know how I truly feel is when I'm singing. But how come music isn't helping me find out my true feelings.

I just don't know what to do I'm so confused and I don't want to end up hurting you. I can handle pain it's fine you don't need to get yourself into this mess of mine. I don't want to fall for another guy and find out that he had lied. You seem really sweet but I can't let myself fall, fall too deep.

I have been praying for god to show me the way. But I feel like I'm lost and just don't know what path to take. This is so hard I can't seem to make up my mind. It would just be easier if you found a girl with a better heart than mine. Cuz my heart has been through so much pain and my head says that I never want to feel it again. But yet it seems my heart is starting to beat again and that it is healing. I have no clue what I should do, maybe I like you but I just am so confused.

I just don't know what to do I'm so confused and I don't want to end up hurting you. I can handle pain it's fine you don't need to get yourself into this mess of mine. I don't want to fall for another guy and find out that he had lied. You seem really sweet but I can't let myself fall too deep.

I am so confused all I know is to not let myself fall. I just can't let myself fall.