Crossroads - The Private Chapters

A fortress that parleys is half taken

Song : Muse - Undisclosed desires 

My lips devoured his greedily, I had discovered a new part of myself with Ian, my patient nature didn't cover all aspects of my character. Whenever I touched him, I always wanted more and now that my mind was made up, nothing would stop me from taking everything I could from him.

His hands circled my waist and he held me close to his body, letting me assault him. I pressed even closer, standing on my toes so I could reach him better, my breasts were now rubbing on his chest as the fire in my stomach started to burn a little more. I could feel the growls that were vibrating through his body, sending pleasurable shivers to mine and making me start moving against him in a dance older than time.

His hands griped my thighs and he lifted me up only to put me down on the office table with my legs wrapped around him. The change in position made me abandon his mouth in favour of his neck that was now more accessible to me. I started to suck his neck, leaving playful nips here and there.

A fiercer growl came from him and he gathered my hair in his hand, tilting my head back with his grip, putting an end to my teasing. My neck was now exposed to him and he was swift in retaliating with his tongue on my mark. My body fell limp, both my wolf and me surrendered willingly, we were the ones to initiate this hunt but our prey was the ultimate predator and he was showing us the rightful order of things.

I tightened my legs around him when I felt him touching my bare skin under my shirt.

"This won't be another lesson Vivian" he whispered roughly in my ear, biting my earlobe as his hands roamed my back, reaching the waist band of shorts.

"I'm done with lessons" I was breathing heavily but I managed to answer.

His hands started to explore further with my answer. I just had to make something clear before I lost all ability to talk. I placed both my hands on his face and let my wolf rise in my eyes so he could see that we both wanted this, that our next words were the truth.

I met his brown ones that were filled with green and gold, his wolf was also near the surface.

"I want you, Ian. I need you. Only you. I want you to know everything about me. Don't mark me tonight. Let me give you my honesty as you have given me yours. When I give you my soul, I want it to be whole. No more hiding".

He paused and I could see that what I was asking was going to be difficult for him. In truth, even if he lost control and did mark me, I'd mark him as well. I just wanted to address all the things he told me at the lake but I wouldn't be able to do that now. I was too consumed with my burning need, I wanted to feel everything this man could offer and give him all I could in return.

He stared right into my eyes, searching for the genuineness of our words. I hoped that he would take this as I meant it to be, my chance to be open and frank with him and not another attempt to distance myself as I have been unconsciously doing. Take what I require from a situation and then leave without looking back.

"I have waited for you from the beginning. I can wait a little more".

He scooped me up in his arms and I tightened my hold on him as he started to take us out of the room and up the stairs. I started planting kisses all over his face, nuzzling my cheek against his, feeling deliriously happy to have found this man as my match. My match from the Moon and Mother Nature. My choice as a mate.

Ian started up the stairs and he nipped my neck, a little rough, making me jump a little in his hands.

"But you should know that when I mark you, you will feel it for days. It's going to be a very, very deep mark sweet girl and you're going to be remarked regularly for this", his voice had gotten huskier but I could detect the playfulness in his threat.