Depressing stories

Afraid

in my room

its all dark

one lamp is on

and all I can see is a razor, a rope and a bottle of pills

its so simple

but im afraid

not afraid to do it

im afraid that if I do

will I still feel the same

will it be worse

will I feel better

will I be happier

I wonder

I hope one day this all ends

and I'll finally be happy

if only you understand...

how I see life and how I feel it..

that would mean a lot if you did

but you're too busy pushing me around

and laughing with your friends

thanks a lot

you made me happy.