what happens now? (sequel to just freinds)

chapter 14

~~Marie's POV~~

I really miss cam and I want to be with him but I can't
You'll find out why soon.....

I went to his apartment and just walked in
He was passed out on the couch and it smelt like alcohol
I bent down and lightly shook him

"Cam"i simply said and shook him harder
He woke up and looked right in my eyes
I lightly smiled
"Hey cam"I said putting my hand on his arm
"Marie"he said kinda whispering
"What are you doing here"cam said sitting up
"Cam i love you and I want to say yes but I can't"I said
''Why not"he said
"Cuz I'm moving to college station texas for college"I said
He looked a bit shocked

"And I'm so sorry but I...I leave tomorrow"I said with tears
"What.no"cam said with tears as well
"I'm sorry but cam this is my dreams and I've been wanting to go to this nursing shcool since I was 14!and I actually got in,this is all I've ever wanted"I said kinda smiling
"Well I'm happy you got in but you can't leave me Marie"cam said
"Maybe....you can come with me"I said
"What,I can't"cam said
"Why not?"I asked
"Then I'd be leaving my family and my dreams"he said
"Ok you're right but you can awlays visit them!you have the money for the trips I dont"I said
"I can't do that Marie and I don't want you to leave"cam said

"Well I am, I worked so damn hard for this,working day and night to get the money for all of this and I can't throw it all away,and I love you so much Cameron but you have to support me on this and stick by my side"I said

"I want to be supportive and be happy for you but I can't when I'm left alone,if your not in my life what's the point of me being here"cam said shrugging
I gasped
"Don't say that!maybe when I'm out of college we can be together but right now we can be freinds"I said
"How long will you even be in college?"he asked
"Um 3 years maybe 4"I said
"Thats 2 long,we'll be like 27 by then"cam said
"It's not that bad plus well visit each other.please Cameron I have to go but I want to be freinds"I said
"Fine but it's not going to be easy"cam said
"Really so I will go and we can still talk"I said perking up
And cam just nodded and kinda smiled
I hugged him

"I love you"I said
"I love you too"he said
We pulled back and looke at eachthother
And he leaned in and kissed me
I put my hand on his cheek and he pulled me onto him to where I was sitting on his lap
He put his hands on my hips and we heard the paper crumpled and made a sound

"Whats that?"cam asked
I pulled it out and tears came to my eyes.cuz honestly I forgot it was in there
"Whats wrong?"cam asked
I just gave it to him and he read it and tears came to his eyes as well
"I wrote that when I found out I was pregnant"I said
Cam just hugged me
"Ok this is our last night together lets  have fun"I said
"What kind of fun?"cam asked
"Um I don't know"I said
"Follow me"cam said
We got up and I followed him in his bedroom
He closed the door
"Cam what are you doing"I said
"Were gonna have fun"cam said
And kissed me then we did it
But it wasn't just sex or fucking it was more like making love it was slow and passionate

We were laying there still naked and were just cuddling
He was playing with my hair and I rubbed his chest

"Cam,I have to go"I said
"No I don't want you too"cam said
"Me either but I still have to pack"I said
"Can I help you"Cam said
"Yea lets go"I said

We went back to my place
We packed most of my stuff
"Marie I don't know what I'm going to do without you"kass said hugging me
"I know same,but when you have this baby I'll be their!"I said
"You better"kass said
"Ok what else needs to go"cam said
"Um let me check my room again"I said and he followed me in there

When I went in my eyes landed on the ashes
I walked over to it and picked it up
I felt a hand on my shoulder

"You ok?"cam asked
"Yea"I said turning around and half smiling
"Well I'm tired you ready to go to sleep?"cam asked
"Yea but I have to be in the middle"I said
"Um what"cam said
"It's my last day here my main has to sleep with me too"I said
"Right ok"he said

I laid down.Kassie was on my right and cam was on my left
I cuddled with kass and she fell asleep then I turned to cam and cuddled with him

"Good night love you"cam said
"Night love you too"I said and soon fell asleep

**The next day**

We all had breakfast
Btw my cousin Courtney is driving me to Texas so we packed up her car
(Ok gonna steal lyrics from a song again)

~~Cameron's POV~~

Marie and kass hugged and cried alot and also talked.Marie said bye to Cole and my mom and sister
Then it was time for me

She gave me a hug and I cried alot as well

"It hurts so bad to watch you leave"I said
"I don't wanna see another tear fall down"Marie said wiping my tears
"I hope you find just what you're looking for but when you're done I hope you'll run straight back to me"I said
"I will cam,I love you"Marie said and kissed me
We pulled away
"Bye Cameron"she said
"Bye Marie"I said and she got in the car and left
Me and kass were crying the most
Cole held kass and my mom held me

~~Marie's POV~~

Me and Courtney finally arrived in college station
I got to my dorm and unpacked and set some stuff up

I sat down and got a text from cam

Cameron❤🔒:Heyy beautiful♡

Me:heyy♡

Cameron❤🔒:what are you doing

Me:Nothing rn,I just finished unpacking some stuff

Cameron❤🔒:Marie I've been thinking and I was gonna ask this be4 you left but I couldn't in person

Me:ok then ask me now

Cameron❤🔒:well what if you find someone else and end up liking them?are you gonna forget about me and get with them

Me:NO,never I only have my heart set on you ok♡♡

Cameron❤🔒:Ok good♡♡
Cameron❤🔒ok I'm tired as hell.Good night beautiful

Me:lmao ok good night♡

I was in tears cuz I miss him

"Omg are you ok?"someone asked
"Oh yea sorry"I said standing up
"Ok,well hi I'm your roommate Hanna"she said
"No way!Hanna Stevens is that you!"I said
"Oh my god Marie Hutton! Its been so long!"she said hugging me
Me and Hanna used to be good freinds but she moved away and we kept in touch for awhile but soon just stopped talking

"Wow well I'm all unpacked so I can help you unpack"Hanna said
"Ok thanks!"I said
Hanna  went to a box and pulled some stuff out

"Um what's this?"Hanna asked.I looked and she was holding melody
"Oh shit,um that's my daughters ashes"I said grabbing it
"Oh no I'm so sorry"she said
"It's fine,she was my still born I named her Melody"I said
"Oh I remember you saying you liked that name,again I'm so sorry"she said
"Thanks"I said
"Ok well we should go to sleep,tomorrow is gonna be a long day"Hanna said
"Oh yea it is"I said

We laid in our separate beds and I soon fell asleep
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Damn crazy stuff happend huh.................