confusion of love

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Why must you slow me down, 
chew me up and spit me out, 
Screw me over and shut me out. 
It’s no use, 
I can’t escape this abuse. 
My mind is breaking steadily; 
my spirit depleting, 
my sleep deprived, it’s no good!
I’m speaking in ways I’ve never spoken before;
understanding things I never thought I would,
then others I just don’t get, 
don’t understand , 
don’t want to know! 
People confusing me and defusing me,
infuriating and exasperating 
it’s just so incomprehensible I can’t take it! 
Then again who can? 
It’s nowhere near my master plan 
no need for any human to understand. 
And yet,
I can’t regret that I’ve met such a mistake it’s great, 
that’s what I say,
and it’ll always be this way because in truth, 
with you, 
I’m a wreck , 
I’m not in check, 
but what the heck, 
this might have started as such loath, 
but it has ended with much love.

oh god this thing, I started angry but ended

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