11- Complicated

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Y/n pov
It has been 2 days and thank god we have not run into them or anything it's been good I'm enjoying my stay here
T: y/n sorry but today I can't be with you my dad asked me to do something important here I'll be back tmrw morning
M: b-but it'll be scary alone you know I don't like being alone
I said because that's the truth I hate the dark and being alone it's so... scary
T: I know baby but just for today in the morning you'll wake up in my arms ok
He said and tried to calm me down
M: ok I'll try don't worry then u can go
T: I'll call you and sing you to sleep at night so u won't be scared
He said smiling he's such a nice guy I'm so lucky but I'm such a looser to not love a guy this good
M: thanks your the best
I pecked his cheeks he smiled shyly before we walked to the door
I stood behind it and juts waved him goodbye
Until he disappeared from my view
I just sighed heavily before closing and making sure to lock the door behind me

After a few hours it was getting pretty dark and I wanted to go for a walk and I went out and put on my cloths

It would be pretty cold at night so I wore warmer cloths I went out and walked near the beach and there was two couples playing around and they looked so happy I smiled at them before the flashback of me and jk appeared in front of my eyes, out fi...

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It would be pretty cold at night so I wore warmer cloths
I went out and walked near the beach and there was two couples playing around and they looked so happy I smiled at them before the flashback of me and jk appeared in front of my eyes, out first date and out last was on the beach I had the best time
But thinking about everything that happened after made my eyes water
If only I was not born into this world I wouldn't have fallen for jk and I would have not hurt his feeling either tae's bc he loves me so much but I can't return the same feeling to him
I feel like a really bad person I made everything worse it's all my fault
I couldn't help but cry I just sat down on the brick burying my face into the knees and let it all out I couldn't hold it in

??: y/n?!

What is he doing here?!

















Jk pov

I was about to go out to the store near by when I saw tae leaving their room waving bye at y/n doesn't he know she is scared of the dark and doesn't like being alone?
She just went in and l okey her door I juts went out to get the things from the store
I came back and me and Lisa watched some movies bc we didn't feel like going out today
But then I wanted to go for a walk but Lisa didn't want to come so I went out by my self I was walking on the beach shore when I saw two couples which seemed to be really happy play around it reminded me
Of y/n and me
Out first and last date out memories flashed back into my head
I was watching them smiling then my eyes landed on a girl sitting on the brick near me she was looking at the two couple as well
I moved so I could see her face it was y/n
I guess she was thinking the same as me I juts watched her smile it was real the ones that I saw everyday at school I was stared at her and her smile made my heart beat faster juts like before it was a special feeling the feeling I thought which was gonna last for ever but didn't
Her face then started to turn into a sad one and her eyes began to water she smiled sadly for the last time before bursting out crying I was confused
Is she okey?
What happened?
Should I go help?
But, b-but why should I care?!
My mind was mixed I was frozen I juts stared at her crying for a few minutes before feet began to walk for her and my mouth opened ready to say her name















Y/n pov
I looked back to see jk standing there looking at me confused I wiped off my tears and looked away
M: what do u want
I said in a cold tone which I thought I would never use on him
Jk: y-you okey
He seemed nervous or confused I dunno
M: yeah u don't have to worry
I said back
Jk:...I'm not worried why should I be
Ouch
M: yeah why should you?
I said with a poker face
Jk: never mind
He was about to walk away I wanted to stop him and hug him tightly but I couldn't I shouldn't
I jus stared at the ocean before my eyes began to water again I juts closed them slowly letting a tear drop out I smiled sadly

A few second later I felt a hand wipe my tears off and they smelled so familiar and good familiar I opened my eyes slowly to meet those beautiful eyes I have missed for a year we juts stayed like that and stared into each other's eyes
I was feeling so nervous and confused but I loved the feeling until he started to lean in and I pushed him lightly
M: what are you doing
I said coldly as I could
He was confused himself he quickly got off me
Jk: s-sorry
I didn't say anything I couldn't nothing came out
We stayed like that for a few moments I thought he was gone when
Jk: I hate the fact you still have this effect on me, why can't you just leave me alone and get out of my life
I felt attached I thought I was never gonna hear those words from the lover but I am, this is like a night mare ti me right now
M: I was gonna say the same
I said in a sad yet cold tone as I stood up to face him he had a rather angry face on I don't even understand this guy anymore
I just stared at him confused on why he has such a face on
M: why so angry for
I asked confused
Jk:... why do you think... it's because every time something good happens to me you come into my life and ruin everything
I just chuckled at his respond but deep inside I was hurt really badly
M: I thought I was the love of your life and the best thing that ever happened to you
I said and reminded him of what he said to me year ago
Jk:.. haha.. that's what ever guy says to a girl did u actually believe that
He said laughing does he think this is a joke right now, he doesn't know how hurt I am right now, I know I did something wrong but at least I have a reason
M:. So it was a game
I said with a broken expression on my face which he could clearly read my looking at me
Jk:.. please I'm the international playboy remember
He said with a smirk which reminds me he was a player in school and international playboy he's name was like that but he never acted like one
M:. Huh and I actually beloved you with all my heart.... and I'm so glad I gave my first to a person that actually loves me. I would have regretted everything if u were my first
I said back to him I didn't want to hurt him more but the way he talked to me I couldn't hold myself back not anymore
He had a broken expression as well but he tried to hide it I could tell
Jk:..huh u think he loves you, what kind of an idiot loves a girl who doesn't love him back
He said and chuckled
I had enough of his shit
M: well tae was that idiot but from now on it's gonna become you, bc I already know you still have feelings for me I did too but after what you said to me I was just in love with a fool who is repeating my mistake juts to feel better
I said and turned around walking back to the hotel room
I cried the whole way bc I just repeated my mistake again just because I couldn't keep my mouth shut and that I was hurt badly
Why does it have to be so complicated






Jk pov
I felt attached after her words she's right I was just saying things I never meant just to make myself feel better but instead I made things worse and on top of all that I hurt her feelings again
Why does it have to be so complicated

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