His Last Promise

Home To My Land

Hi, my name is Trixia. I live in an old town. Well, I was once living then I had an accident. It was the last time I heard the voice of my loved ones asking me to come back and they said they need me, I need them more but I couldn't help it. I'm so tired of being yelled and fooled around. Yes, I can see them but I can't feel their presence as my family. You know what I mean? They are there but they can't feel if I had any problems or stuff running through my mind.

I did ask another chance to live but then I realized, I will be hearing such things like those promises I heard by my so peculiar boyfriend who just talk and talk but doesn't prove me anything. And then I thought to myself "Do I deserve someone like him? Do I deserve a family that doesn't even care?" And my thoughts came to an end "No, I don't"

I rest my eyes as the beeping of the heart monitor became a line. As I held my last breath, I heard my dear mom Maicah cry as I fell into an enternal sleep. I knew this was the right decision, to relax and the time to forget all my worries. All of them gone.

Your probably wondering. What kind of accident I had or what really happend to me. I will tell you technically all of them if you like I would tell my life to you starting when I was 6 years old because that's when my life really starts. It's not like I started school at that age but some wierd event happend in that years.

I wonder what my family is doing right now, specially my boyfriend. By the way Im 16 now so 10 years ago from what Im talking about. Yes, I am too young to love. What do I even know about love? Im a quotable person and hard-to-get but this boy got me for like just 2 weeks, yes we only dated for 2 weeks. I don't know what got into me and how do I even liked this boy.

Let's not talk about that, I don't like to remember that guy.

So here in heaven I can see everyone and you and him and her and that baby ooh he is so cute! Heh sorry about that so back to what I was talking, I see everyone except those who don't love and to my surprise my boyfriend Janssen is in my sight. I wonder if there is some kind of glitch or whatever but I did feel a little left out by that but then I continued walking with the walls where the records of my memories play.

The past. The present. The future.

I wonder if Janssen really loved me I mean like why is he there that is like my hate list video and he is there!? I hope this is all wrong. All wrong I tell you.

Now Im hoping for another life just to know the truth. If I ever knew this is wrong then alright. If not, he is dead wrong.

Wait wait, so I am still in the hospital bed and 3 minutes just passed bybut it feels like I've been here for 5 ho---I dropped my jaws to see Janssen kinda being blurred and when I looked at the monitor, my heart melted to see him crying over me. I screamed in agony as I step on something sharp that hurt my foot I jumped and jumped and jumped and then slowly it made me as I hear his voice. He says;

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. Please come back come back to me! I love you, I love you so so so so much. I'll do anything I mean everything! I'll prove you I love you, I promise. I promise anything just tell me, just come back to me! Please, I love you"

He told me while holding my hand. I said to my mind "Another promise." I sighed "It's too good to be true.

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