Someone stuck in a situation

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"Why?", asked Aaron. He had asked this question one too many times before.

"Cause I love you, Aaron. Please forgive me, I'm really sorry I put you through this I truly am."

"You constantly put me through hell. You know how jealous I get when you flirt with other guys especially my friends. You are such a hypocrite, you say you love me but you keep putting our relationship at risk. I just I can't Amanda not now, I don't think I can forgive you this time."

"Please would you give me a last chance I'll make it up to you in any way that I can I promise I'll change please just don't leave me please."

How can I be so blind. She obviously won't change. Why do I keep giving her more chances to break my heart? I love her but how much pain would I be willing to go through? She's everything to me I can't just let her go. No matter how hard he tried to bring himself to say no he just couldn't. Even she realized this as she saw his eyes widen, trying to conceal in his tears from her sight.

Every day it was the same thing. His jealousy always managed to overpower him. He had forgiven her, but how would he manage to control himself. He tried going to therapy to help him, but it didn't seem to work. Why am I like this? Why? Nothing seemed to work.

"Hey stranger." he heard a familiar voice. He had heard that voice before. He couldn't quite remember who until he turned around and saw her.

"Hey Renata, haven't seen you in awhile." he said. He hadn't remembered why they stopped talking.

Next thing that happened real fast was Amanda walks straight up to Renata and with a "Canelo" swing hit her then starts to make out with Aaron. All of a sudden Aaron felt something happen as they were making out. Renata had decided to fight back and as she did she yanked Amanda's weave of her head.

"Don't you dare throw a punch at me without expecting I'll do something about it." Then Renata shoved Amanda out the way and without thinking she had pushed herself into Aaron's arms on the wall and started making out with him. Aaron was just blind sighted he was just in shocked not realizing what had just happened.

"What the hell is going on?" he said trying to understand the situation. He kept reliving that kiss, not Amanda's, but Renata's. That was a wonderful sweet kiss. So passionate. I haven't felt like that in forever not even with Amand-what is wrong with me I have Amanda, I love her and only her.

"She started it" pointing at Renata, "she's the one who was flirting with you even though everyone knows we are together. And then she had the courage to attack me viciously and kiss you in front of me"

"No you did. I was just talking to him when you decided to hit me and start full out making out with him." She said to her face with deep eye contact. It gave Amanda the chills. No one had ever tried to talk to her like that. "Honestly Aaron I don't see why you put up with her, you can do so much better. You deserve better." After that she left and walked out not looking back at him.

Wait, he said in his mind he didn't want her to go. "Why did you do that Amanda? What's wrong with you?" Amanda tried to console him but he just put her hands down shook his head and left. He went to the parking lot, got in his car and for about five min he had remembered what Renata said to him Honestly Aaron I don't see why you put up with her, you can do so much better. You deserve better. Those words played back and forth in his head. He didn't know what to do he was just stuck on his decision to break up with Amanda or keep fighting for that relationship and keep fighting his instinct of his jealousy.

Tap Tap he heard a someone tapping his window door. Surprised to see that it was Renata. She gave him a small smile. He reached over and opened the passenger side from the inside for her.

"I'm so sorry about earlier I really am but damn Amanda was pushing me. And I knew the only way to shut her up was doing something extreme." she said.

"It's cool I guess don't sweat it." he said avoiding eye contact. He had a small flashback of that kiss, that sweet passionate kiss.

"What's wrong you aren't acting like yourself lat-oh um isn't Amanda supposed to be in class right now?" concerned about what she had said, Aaron looked toward the direction Renata was looking at.

"I could really care less right now. She wants to be with another guy let her. I'm through trying every time with her." he said. He really did mean this. He didn't want to go through all the jealousy he'do already been through. "You made me realize that I do deserve y-someone better." he had hoped that she hadn't noticed the stutter he had made.

"I meant it Aaron, you deserve someone who will value more and be able to make you happy without questioning it. And if I'm being honest I have always been in love with you but you just never noticed it."

All he could manage to say was "Why"