{1- Being me is difficult}

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Kim Mi Anne's POV

Annyeonghaseyo~

Kim Mi Anne-imnida.. If you want to know anything about me..

I may be a bitch in the outside, but sensitive in the inside..

And the truth is..

I love flowers! They're cute right ? I also love amusement parks. I wanna ride roller coaster.. Merry-go-round, ferris wheel! I love cotton cadies too. I love puppies! My favorite color is pink! Oh! And maybe violet!! Hahahaha.. Sorry! I'm childish actually..

But all of that is just a secret..

A secret that no one knows..

Except my bestfriend, Song Min Dae..

The reason is..

When my brother, Kim Sun Joo died in an accident..

An accident that created by me..

Flashback..

I was playing in the garden with my puppy, Sky..

We room all over the house until we reached in the garage.. where my brother's car parked. I went inside his car..

My brother, Kim Sun Joo is the greatest brother in the whooooollee wooooorldd !!! Daekbakk !! Even he is busy, he always has a time for me..

I remembered what he had said to me..

"Always keep in mind that, I will always guard and protect you. I love you very much dongseang!"

I played his car, imagining that I was driving.. but suddenly, I felt a break and hear a crack sound..

I hurriendly go out the car then continue to play..

And exactly that day, my brother has a work.. He was 26 back then and I was 9..

My brother go to his work using his car..

The next day he did'nt come home. I asked mommy why he doesn't come home yet because usually exactly this time he is already here in the house to play with me..

Until the telephone rings..

Mommy answered the call. I listened to thier conversation..

"Hello?" -mommy

[ Uhh, Is this Mrs. Kim Minra(my mother)? ]

"Uhh, Speaking.."

[ This is Prisgate Hospital.. I call to inform you that you're son, Kim Sun Joo, involve in a car accident. He is currently in critical condition now. And I suggest you to come over he----]..

The caller did'nt continue because mommy dropped the phone.. As she dropped the phone, her tears dropped too..

We hurriedly went to Prisgate Hospital for Oppa..

We arrived there and mommy asked the receptionist where is Oppa..

"Miss, Can I ask where is the room of Mr. Kim Sun Joo ?" Mommy asked.

"Room 304, ma'am" She said politely..

We hurriedly went to room 304 but we are too late.. Oppa was there.. lying and covered by a white blanket..

"I'm very sorry ma'am but he did'nt survived.. We tried everything but it is already too late.." A man with white clothing approached us..

"NO!!! NOOOO!!! SUN JOO, MY SON !!!!! NOOOO !! HUHUHUHUHUHU... SUUUNN JOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Mommy said wildly..

"Oppa? Oppa! Wake up! I'm here! Mi Anne's here! We have to play right ? Oppa!! OPPAAAAAAAA !!!!!!??" I cried and cried..

"What is the cause of his death doctor ?" Mommy asked.

"The police investigated it and found out that his brake has a problem." The doctor said..

I remembered the time I was playing inside his car and i heard a crack..

Then I realized something..

It was MY fault.. MY fault that my brother died..

And from that day on.. I changed.

I became a bitch, a cassanova too, a party girl, I learn to ditched class too.. But because my family has huge shares to Queen Academy, I was not expelled.. Besides, the daughter of the owner is my bestfriend...And I'm pretty closed to Aunt Almira(Mother of Chanyeol and Lin Shi) . I've dated boys.. different boys together with Hyuna(Bae Hyuna). When I come home mother always scolded me.. Why am I being like this blah blah blah.. I'm used in this kind of life already.. So I asked mom a condo.. And she did'nt bother to argue with me so she said okay..

Since my brother's death, she turned busy. And she hasn't any time with me.. Same as my father, Kim Donghyun(P.S. He is not an Idol) They did'nt manage to bond with me.  Asking if I was okay.. No! They dont do that. So I don't manage to listened thier lectures too.. Not Anymore....

And I gotta say one thing..

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Being me is difficult..

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Saranghae Thehun..

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 25, 2014 ⏰

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