Relationship Status: Mainly Sort of Crying

Have you ever cried so much? Have you longed for someone so much? Have you felt so hopeless? Have you waited for so long? Have you ever felt so lost? Have you loved someone so much?

So much that it hurts?

Have you felt that sharp little pain when the person you’ve loved the hardest, gives you up without a fight? It was like you’ve loved and hated that person at exactly the same time and you sort of want to throw him off a cliff and rush at the bottom to catch him.

I wish I would die. That’s perhaps the only thought that occupies your mind at that stabbing-pain-moment. People are down to pain because they tend to forget that pain is for the living—only the dead don’t feel it. Pain is part of life. Pain is part of love.

Don’t ever make high hopes. It would be harder for you to see your hopes being brutally torn up. And at that very moment, I bet, all you want to do is to tuck yourself into your bed and shut your eyes to death.

Love and Life; if you had to choose between loving and breathing, would you use your last breath to say I love you? 

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