Best friends forever!!? (Harry styles, Niall Horan and Josh Devine fanfic)

Doctors&Her..?

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Harry p.o.v

Dear diary,

Life for me right now, has been a blur and a roller-coaster ride at the same time. How fast things happened is unbelievable and unbearable. Abby, my oldest, best friend left me.

After all she went through, she had to go through this horrid way of death as well. I want to do everything Abby ever wished to do but her fate had a different plan. However, i want to fulfil those wishes so her soul might rest and my soul might get its inner peace.

The lads are on their low days nowadays, I guess we all are effected by her loss. She kept us together, when days were dark she was the light, when days were low, she taught us to be high, when there was hate she showed us the hope of love, losing her feels like a part of me has gone with her.

Losing a girl as close as Abby, as beautiful as Abby, as generous and kind as Abby, as sensitive and strong as Abby, was something I have never thought of, even in my worst thoughts. I am trying to keep myself together but recently everybody has complained about me zoning out and not paying attention.

Its pretty late so I should stop now, bye.

Harry

I sighed and put the diary away before grabbing some casual clothes. I would do this everyday; it's like I would bug Abby everyday. But.. but she isn't here.. and writing my feelings down for Abby helps me...

I had to look presentable because I have to go and visit the doctors. Nothing serious. I was just given some treatment for the anger problem that I have recently caught on...

I never had anger problems before, I only caught onto them because I blamed everyone because of Abby's death..

It was all to fast...

I showered and made my way to the car. I looked like a different Harry; my fists well.... let's say I would take my anger out by punching walls. That was the only way.. it became a habit.

I've been seeing the doctors for a month now. Yes a month, it's been a month since Abby died and I visit her grave once every week because I can't cope to see her there. The doctor who's helping me is called 'Tia'. She's really nice and eh I think I'm falling for her.....

But I made a promise...

No girl will interfere my life because the only girl I loved and will always love Abby.

Harry you must move on. Yes it's hard to take in that the one girl who lighted your world up more then anyone else isn't there. Remember what Abby said, she doesn't want to see you hurt because if your hurt she's hurt. Do it for Abby. And be happy for her.

A part of told me that it was right to fall for Tia but then the other part told me not to fall for her.

I left the thought and walked into the doctors letting the receptionist know I am here. I knocked at the door "COME IN!" I heard her sweet voice, Tia it was. She was beautiful I tell you. She has hazel brown hair just right after her shoulders. Her skin was tanned; it wasn't tanned but it looked tanned. She's funny, loving and caring. To be honest she was like Abby.. But no one can be as amazing and caring and loving as Abby. It unbelievable how much I love that girl....

"Hello Harry how are you?" Tia asked putting some sheets of paper into a folder, she looked so adorable concentrating.

Harry just control the love emotions now!