Dinah's pov
She, her, girl, sister, daughter. It's just so annoying and I'm tired of it, but people will never know how I feel I guess.
I've never felt so disgusted in myself until I look in the mirror and pick out all the things that make me different then the rest of the boys.
Like so my face it's basically built just like a girl, my long hair, don't get me wrong I think it's nice it's just not who I am. Don't even get me started on my voice I just can't stand it to the point where I just can't talk for that long or I would started to get depressed.
If only I was born the way I feel in the inside maybe people would actually start taking me seriously instead of just saying that this was a phase.
"Earth to Dinah are you still there." I looked up confused, then I realized I was with my best friend Lauren.
"Sorry I've just been thinking about something." It's not a total lie and it's not like she doesn't know my secret she's the one helping me with all of this.
"Well you need to stop thinking and we need to actually start learning because I want to get out of this living hell with my best friend." I laughed and nodded my head at her, she did have a point.
"Okay I will but you know that I just can't let this go Lauren I've been feeling like this ever since I was little."
"I know Dinah and we will make you feel a little better by going to the mall and buying you different things but right now that lunch Bell rung and I'm ready to go eat." How am I friends with this weird thing.
*during lunch*
"So like did you get the homework fro- "hey guys sorry I was late getting here Shawn still thinks I like him and wasn't letting me come in the lunch room." Here she is the one and only Camila Cabello she's so weird but that's must be why we're friends because we're able to get in trouble together.
"That dude is so weird, how did you and him even end up together." Lauren cared about us a lot one reasoning being as thought she's the mother of our little group and also we can set anything on fire even water, that was milas fault not mine.
"Well one lolo he was very nice when we started dating but then he started hanging out with that dorito and brad which is also your ex." Camila said sticking her tongue out.
"First of all camz brad was a nice guy when we first started dating then he became a real dickhead."
"That's literally the same thing that happened to me lo." Please god give me patience because if you give me strength I'm beating all there asses.
They went on like this for two fucking minutes. "Shut the fuck up you two both of y'all had trash ass boyfriends but guess what I've been single for awhile now". It feel silent around our table.
"Sorry Dinah." "Sorry cheechee." This is why I love them two they both argue yet they are both so fucking cute that they make me want to throw up.
"I know I already asked you this Dinah but are we still going out to buy you some things so you know can feel comfortable." I looked at her and nodded my head but I didn't dare look at Camila because I never told her that I was trans because I never knew how she felt about people like me I just hope she doesn't ask anything about it
"Wait y'all going to the mall this weekend?" Shit so close.
"Um yeah we are but you know that you never like any of the stores Lauren go to so why even go." Just stop asking Nola I don't want you to come. Don't get me wrong I love that little koala but no I don't want her with us.
"But I really want to go with y'all." Don't look at her puppy dog eyes, don't look at her puppy dog eyes, don't looked at her- shit I looked!
"Fine you can come with us but we're just going to shop for clothes and I guess other things to."
Before she could say anything the bell ringed for our last period class which is world history which I think is stupid but I still do it, why because Lauren is in this class.
"Okay class you may now talk with the people around you just be quiet please." I turned around facing Lauren but this nerd always have to be doing work.
"You know for someone who looks so badass you sure are a nerd and grammar queen."she looked up at me then flipped me off, that bitch.
I'm kidding D but you know u care about you and I love you dude but when are you going to tell camz about how you really feel?"
"I'm going to tell her but to be real when where you going to tell us about that girl you've been texting, you sneaky little lesbian."
"One I'm not a lesbian and two don't try to change the subject on me."
"Then don't try to switch the subject on me because I know that you like her even mila knows and she is clueless about everything."
"Fine her name is Ally."
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AYO ITS MY FIRST STORY YAY. I know no one cares but that's ok but this story is basically kinda about me except for the falling in love part and and being Dinah but other than that yeah I am transgender.
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