Legends say that those who climb Mt. Ebott never return...
I look to the big mountain, as I thoughtfully walk on my way home from school. A couple of years ago I would walk fast, full of energy. But now... Even if I wanted to.. It would be impossible. My legs are weak, bruised, as much as the rest of my body. I have a black eye, it's almost healed now though. I have some rather new scars on my wrist, that I hide with the same grey hoodie I'm always wearing. Summer... That name.. Doesn't suit me at all. I'm actually everything I would say was not summer. I'm not all warm, happy, and good times. That's what summer should be, right? That's not me. I've grown to become a sad looking, depressed teenager, who doesn't have any belief in life. No existing person knows a single true thing about me, and I guess that says a lot about me. Not even my family knows me.. I don't have a single friend, actually this situation seems to be quite the opposite. Everybody hates me.. People seem to enjoy bullying me, and beating me up. And then...... No, I'm not gonna talk about that...
The only thing that keeps me going is my music, actually. For me music is literally life. If music didn't exist, I would be long gone. In this very moment I have my headphones on.. Of course my music is on too. It would be weird if I just walked with my headphones, not listening to anything.
Oh no.....
Those people over there...
I better walk the other way before they notice me.
I quickly do so, but apparently I wasn't quick enough...
- Well, if it isn't little miss Summer....
At first I ignore them, attempting to run away. I hear a deep howling laughter and I stop to look up. Right before me is a whole group of people. Of course with their 'leader' Zachary right in front of me...... Normally he wouldn't beat up girls, but apparently I was weird enough. I look down and turn on my heels, just to run in to more people. I am surrounded. I turn to Zachary, facing him and his gross smirk. A grin spreads across his face.
-Nowhere to run? Why don't you call for help? I dare you. Call for your little 'Momma'!
Tears starts forming in my eyes. Usually I'm numb, but at this point... No. Zachary grins even wider.
-Oh that's right! Your Momma's dead.
Everyone who surrounded me starts howling with laughter like a group of hyenas. Welp.. Guess I'm gonna come home today, with various new bruises and scars. Only to make more of them myself. I deserve it. Right?
I think I've been lying here for at least half hour. It's a miracle no car has come and driven me over yet. I am just lying in the middle of the road, beaten up, and my clothes ruined. My dark blue beenie is still on my head though, and that's a miracle too. This time they decided not to just 'play around' anymore. This hit went real.. They eventually decided to stop after I started to cough up blood. Honestly after a while it doesn't matter. When the blood's dry I'm just numb. Yea, it's troubling trying to walk, but hey.. Life's unfair. This is what I get. I get up very, very slowly and brush off the dirt on my sort of oversized hoodie. I panic for a moment not knowing where my phone is, but then I see it. It's about six feet away, lying on the ground... With a broken screen. I literally just spent a lot of money, fixing it. I run over to my now broken iPhone 4s, and thank GOD it actually works! I unlock it and send a quick text to my dad.
'Hey dad. Staying over night at a friend's (:'
He doesn't know I don't have any friends. I have this special place, that I go to now and then. I really can't afford to go home now, so I guess I'll just go there. It's a little shed, in the middle of nowhere. One day three years ago I decided to take a long walk, and I discovered it. A couple of days after that I moved some of my old furniture in there, and it just became my place. No one is ever out there anyway. I can escape from everything out there. Even life...
I really am an idiot. There was a storm the other day, and now all my old furniture is ruined. The old shed is barely a shed anymore.. Well at least there's still at roof... I can't go home now. First of all it just began to rain. A lot. And if I decided to go home anyways it would take almost three hours for me. I wouldn't be able to do it. Especially under 'my condition'. I can barely walk after what happened earlier. And then there's the fact that I told my dad I was out. Oh yea, and I absolutely don't want him to see me, like this. Welp... I'll just sleep here. I spot a green carpet that I clearly remember putting out here. At least I have a little cover. I almost can't see, it's pretty dark and the rain just keeps coming. Tears are forming in my eyes as I once again lay my eyes on the shed. Broken glass are all over the floor and chairs are flipped over and ruined. The little table I brought is now in three pieces. I slowly walk over to it, and the tears leave my eyes as I spot the picture with me and my mom on the ground. Ruined. Pretty much like everything else. I take a few steps back, look up, and I realise how close this shed is to the famous mountain. Mt. Ebott.
Blood is on the floor. My blood. That's what I get. That's what I deserve. Why else would anybody else think that I need to be hurt? It's obviously my fate. The rain stopped a few hours ago. I can't stand watching all this blood, I need to get away before I throw up.
I slowly get up, my bleeding arms hurt, but it doesn't matter. Soon enough it'll all go away. I just need to climb that mountain.
I look down. I made it to the top. Now I just have to walk those two last steps... That's a pretty long fall. This is it. I won't come back.. Right? And even if I happen to survive the fall... Some monster will probably take my life anyway. I start to feel dizzy. Maybe I've lost too much blood..? It doesn't matter. I take a step forward, and suddenly I realize what I'm about to do. No.... I can't.. Ugh stupid humanity! I deserve to die. No...... No, I can't get myself to do it! Blood is still leaving my body. The cuts are not healing. I'm really dizzy now.
My eyes are shut for a moment and I feel myself fall.............
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So hi! This is the prolouge that i wrote well over a year ago, and just read through/corrected a little bit, heh. But I just thought I'd post it, and then publish some more, 'cause I actually wanna write the rest of the story that I've made up, and fill in what I haven't. So I'll see you guys soon!
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FanfictionAyo, this is something old I wrote about Sans and my oc that I actually made just for the sake of writing a fanfic xD and I'm gonna continue it! If you were looking for 'x reader' idk, I hope you'll bear over, you can probably just replace the name...