Backstabbing Boyfriends

Why?

He lied to me...

Then he promised me it would be different, why did I trust him why did I believe it?

He loved me well so he said that was just another one of his lies and I was dumb enough to believe it. Why did I let him do it and then give him a second chance? I am brain dead or something?

He made me laugh, smile and brightened up each day. He would always talk and somehow for some reason I poured out my heart to him, was it all part of his plan?