Jeydon wale x reader

chapter three

~Jeydons pov~
(A/n it might triggered some of you guys! Just a warning! Kay bye 😊)
Oh crap I tested someone who isn't Kyle. (And yes I know what's been going on with Kyle/our world away which makes ne sad...) oh well. I've been planning on going to L.A. California for awhile now. I miss everyone over there! I miss staying up til 4 a.m. eating and messing around with everyone.
I went on Skype and asked them if they wanted to do a Video Chat eventually they all agreed! "Hey what's up guys" I said with a smile on my face. "Hey jeydon! And nothing much is going on! What's that smile on your face jeydon? Did you meet that special girl?" Alex said teasing me. "Haha very funny Alex and I haven't found her plus I don't even think ill find someone..so yea" "at least I got this special girl right her" Johnnie said while cuddling her. "Eww! What I was going to say was if I could crash in with you guys for a bit?" "YESSS!!" They both yelled out.
Okay great now I just need to book my plight and go to L.A.! I bet this will get her off my mind! Wait but what if I do find someone in California? Hopefully I don't blow it up...but I need to get her off my mind first before getting myself into a new relationship. I was interrupted by mokus rubbing against my leg and purring. "Ha you love me lil mokus? " she just purred and kept meowing.
"Mokus I'll be going to L.A. pretty soon so you have to go with grandma's for awhile. Im gonna miss you" (and yes I talk to my precious lil kitty) I'm get a bag of chips because I'm always hungry. I was going through twitter seeing what my fans have commented and other stuff. I eventually got bored and decided to go penny boarding. I brought my vans backpack and brought my camera and some money just in case.
I rushed to the door and locked it. Ya know so no one would steal mokus or anything important! I got on my board and put my ear buds on, turning up my volume to block everything. I felt the wind against my skin and it felt amazing honestly. This was another way to get things off of my mind. I stopped by to a random gas station. That's when I saw her again...I felt my heart shatter into pieces ...especially seeing her with another guy...all I can feel right now is rage and sadness. That's when I started to run as fast as I could not looking back. That's the last thing I'd what to do right now! I don't ever want to see her again! Why am I so in love with her? I need to live on with my life!
《~a couple of minutes later~》
I got home and started to cry. I can't let this get to me but it is...I don't even think she saw me...why do I care so much? I'm trying so hard to move on and I can't do it without her! I walked to my bed and I lied there, thinking about her and what we could've been. I remember her saying that she needed time to herself not replacing me with some other guy! I got up and let all the rage get to me and I punched the wall. I just can't anymore! I hate it that I still love her!
I sat back down to my bed and started to cry...I guess it is true..that people eventually get tired of me and leave me...

Hey what's up guys!! Im sorry I haven't been updating but I haven't had any social media because my phone was all screwed up and all that wonderful bullshit! That and shit tons of drama! Ahhh I hate it!! Anyways I'm sorry if its kinda triggering... alright ima go now!! Stay strong, you're beautiful and brave! Peace my aliens!! ✌💕👽