The next few school days breeze by and I'm greeted by the warm sunshine poring through my window on a Saturday morning. After what Jake did to me, I haven't been doing much at home or school. Im terrified to go back to that place and Im left alone with my thoughts. Its all my fault that this happened. Im the reason I got raped the other day. I put myself out there as a slut and now I'm going to get treated like one. Since anything to do with sex makes me nervous, I haven't been hooking up with guys at my school as much as I used to.
I had to serve extra detention for the rest of the week since I missed it on Tuesday. I had a perfectly good read as to why I wasn't there though.
Im all alone in this house with no friends to talk to. I lost all if them at the beginning of senior year. They didn't like what I was becoming so they left me. In a way, I regret becoming who I am right now. Im all alone with nobody to turn to for help.
My thoughts are interrupted by my phone vibrating on the night stand next to me. I reach over and grab it, reading my text message.
(tyler) *Hey baby are your parents home?*
Ugh, its just Tyler, a boy Ive hooked up with a lot. I know I should just not reply but I don't want to be alone today.
*Nope. Im alone for the day*
I reply back to him knowing that he only wants to be around me for the pleasure he will receive. That doesn't bother me though because thats the beauty of hooking up.
(tyler) *Can I come over? I want you to pleasure me ;)*
*Ok. Come over whenever..*
(tyler) *Ill be there in 5*
Tyler arrives and we immediately get to it as we head upstairs. We get into a makeout session on my bed and i begin removing his jeans.
After Jake is gone Im left alone all again. I would start hanging out with Justin but we don't have a friendship, we just hookup, but I would say he is the closest I have to a friend.
JUSTINS POV
Im on the other side of the street of Emma's house and I see fucking Jake leaving her driveway. He gets into his car and takes off. Why was he with her?
"Asshole" I say under my breath.
I kick a stone and continue walking down the street. I really wish she saw me as more of a friend and not just a hookup buddy. The only reason why I hookup with her all the time is so she can spend less time blowing some other guys.
I hate seeing her with another guy or taking him into a closet. It infuriates me. I like her, I really fucking like her.
It hurts a lot knowing that the person you like is throwing themselves at half the guys at school. Id never have the balls to talk to her in a civil conversation let alone telling her I like her.
We are so close but so far away. I feel like I know her but in reality I don't. Shes just so beautiful with her long brown hair cascading down her back. Her hazel eyes with a tint of cold are god damn beautiful.
She thinks we are just hooking up all the time but I love to study her. The way her eyes screw shut when I bring her to her orgasm and the way she reacts when my fingers curl inside of her. I could make her feel so much better if she were mine and only mine.
EMMAS POV
I think Justin would be a great person for me. Every time we hook up I take that as a chance to pretend Im the only girl that makes him feel that way. Sadly, Im not. I don't think i could ever talk to him other than when we hookup and Im sitting there moaning his name.
Maybe I should try talking to him sometime? That sounds nice but I couldn't bring myself to do it.
He doesn't want me for more than to give him pleasure..
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Teen FictionEmma is the girl that always used to et made fun of. She decides to change her image senior year and becomes the school slut. She wants to change her ways, but reality will have to catch up with her before she does.
