My Psycho Boss | JJK [18+]

I NEED U

Jungkook's pov

I hear his soft sobs from outside of my room, I feel really guilty when I knew I just made him cry. Eventhough I've been bad all these times, Jin never cry when he handle my cases but today.. I just made him cry.

"Hyung don't cry... please don't cry.." I mumbled those words under my breath, my heart just drop as I fall on the floor while leaning my head against the door. After awhile I heard him left and there's no more sign of him inside the house. But I keep hearing footsteps inside the house.

It must be Jimin..

I don't care who's outside there, my mind keeps thinking of Jin. I'm still on the floor, not bothering to even move.

I bet Jin must have hated me by now. He went through alot because of me.

What should I do now.. I can't even help myself. I can't even change myself..

I close my eyes and a sudden pain running through my head.

-Flashback-

It was a rainy night, there was a loud storm waking me up from my sleep. I was such a young child who is still scared of the dark. Only my night lamp brightened my room during the night time. Another storm and lightning striked again, it made me jump out from my bed as I keep holding my bunny stuffed animal in my arms. I stumbly walked toward the door.

I slightly opened the door and peeked outside, I only saw the darkness. I'm scared to get out from my room. But I'm too scared to sleep alone tonight.

"Omma?" I called out for my mom. But there was no answer.

"Ommaa!" I called out loudly once again but only my voice was echoing through the house corridor.

My parents' room was at the corner of the same floor as mine. I keep thinking whether to go back to sleep or sleep with my mom instead.

I looked back to my room and a loud storm was heard again and that time I really gathered my courage to go outside from my room and hurried to my parents' room. I just need my mom's comfort like all the time. It will be okay when I see her, I'll be okay in her arms soon.

"Omma?" I called out again when I was about to reach the door.

"STOP! ARE YOU CRAZY?"

I heard my mom was screaming from inside the room but it was blurry because of the heavy rain. I slightly open the door quietly and saw my father was in there too. He rarely comes home but he's here.

"YOU'RE STILL THINKING OF DIVORCING ME?!" He yanked my mom's hair and she was crying in pain.

I hold my bunny even tighter, I got even more scared than ever. The darkness around me didn't scare me anymore but the view infront of me made me terrified, it broke my heart. I was still a 4 year old child, still innocent and still pure.

My father threw my mom to the floor but her head hits the edge of the coffee table and her blood started to come out from the side of her head. She lied there helplessly on the floor but her head was facing to the door.

She saw me.

I cried silently from the peek of the door. She gave me a warm smile. A smile that always calmed me down. But this time, that smile made me sad. She placed her index finger on her lips, asking me to be quiet.