All I have are tortured voices
When I'm alone they make horrible noises
They plague my thoughts like rats and poisons
They spread to my dreams and they cozy in
I'm useless like a deaf person tuning a violin
They won't leave like a stubborn squatter
Leaving me vulnerable like lambs to the slaughter
I never wanted to be the enemy
It hurts to know that that's all you see in me
My hands are tied, jaw extended
Ready for my punishment from the cruel and the demented
They grab my throat and fill it with hot lead
They rip of my shirt and shave my head
They slice open my stomach till I appear thin
They stick a hook in the wound till it pokes through my chin
I'm hoisted up into the air
Crowds are cheering everywhere
My fingers crossed. Is this the end?
No of course not they have more pain to send
Being used as target practice
Someone even threw a cactus
They cut the rope leading me to fall
I landed on a pile of mistakes that started it all
Boiling black blood seeps through my pours
All while they make jokes about my mother being a whore
I can't take anymore
Tears dry up through the heat
The fires in hell truly cannot be beat
Skin blistered from the burns
I hear arguing about taking turns
The devil sits on his throne having a laugh
God even joins in and hits me with his wizard staff
I'm pulled down to the ground by familiar hands
I'm sinking down into the earth like quicksand
I fall into a dark abyss
All I can think about is the people I miss
Their words are fading as I fall deeper
The height of my sadness goes steeper and steeper
Remembering the times I felt invincible
Now I'm left invisible
I land on in the cold part of hell
With no one to turn to I crawl in my shell
With the absence of light
I have another lonely night
If I die tonight
I'll be happy because I know you'll be alright
I lasted as long as I could in this fight
I'll drift away as you sleep tight
