So the days go on and on and on. He's still on my mind every chance I get. It's just when I hear his name it send shivers down my spine and gives me butterflies in my stomach. So then my feelings for him started getting sexual. I started masturbating and just thinking about him. It felt so good to do it and think about him at the same time.
I've also had dreams about him f******* me. My feelings towards him were so sexual. Well that should be normal when you're going through hormones and all that.
I think it's embarrassing that I have those type of feelings for someone twice my age. Like I get judged for it. Idk why. But idc what anyone says , I like who I like , you like who you like.... if u literally say his name it turns me on right away....
