PROTECT || Jeon Jungkook

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Y/N POV

I'm not needed in this cruel world. Jungkook doesn't trust me... what's the point of friendship and the kisses he gave me. I should leave......They are all fake!!!

I just faked a smile at them and nodded.

"I'll leave now... it was nice meeting you guys... I hope to see you guys once again. I'll take my leave now"

I was gonna leave but Taehyung pulled my arm.

Taehyung-"Ani! You did nothing wrong!!! PD Give her a chance!!"

I yanked my arm away.

"I said it's fine... I need to go... somewhere... it's important"

I just ran out and called a taxi to take me to the hospital.

JUNGKOOK POV

Taehyung-"She won't hurt herself right??"

Namjoon-"We don't really know Taehyung.. She probably won't since she's very strong"

I was silent feeling a bit guilty from choosing Suzie over my crush and a best friend I had for almost a year. Why did she leave so fast? Following her won't hurt right? I'm just trying to see if she's safe.

"Why don't we go find her?"

My hyungs thought of an answer before agreeing with me. Then we ran out to see Y/N in a taxi. Luckily another taxi came before the taxi, Y/N was in took off. We all got in and told the taxi driver to follow the taxi Y/N is in which led us to a hospital.

Yoongi-"Why are we in the hospital??"

Jungkook-"Shhh just follow Y/N"

We hid behind a wall before slowly following Y/N going into a door. My hyungs sat on the seats while I was hearing the conversation.

Y/N POV

"Eomma please don't leave me... I have no one once I leave!!! Eomma... I don't think you're proud of me once I tell you what happened at BigHit...I was fired because of this one stylist that was my friend but I guess not. People are now blaming me for hitting her. Haha that's what happened to me in school. No one likes me... I'm always lonely. If you're gone, what about me?!! I already went through a lot of pain!! I hid a secret from you... I was raped my dad and he left our family... because of me... He said if I won't let him fuck me, he'll leave the family. So I did let him but he got bored of me... bored of us and left!! If you left, I'll......kill myself to be with you... because you're the only one who was sincerely by my side. Everyone who was nice to me were FAKE.. the boy who came to our house...he was fake!! I thought he trusted me..I loved him which I never told him.. because I know it will be useless...it's unacceptable. IT WON'T HAPPEN!!! I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY!! MY LIFE IS USELESS!!!"

I started sobbing.

Eomma-"Don't cry sweetheart...Your life isn't useless..If Jungkook doesn't love you it's a waste of time....I want to tell you this a long time ago..Jungkook is..your childhood friend"

"J..Jungkook??"

Eomma-"Even if I'm not there...I'll always be by your side..."

She then smiled with tears eyes but the heart monitor was a straight line... She was there eyes closed on the hospital bed.

"EOMMA!!! ANIIII EOMMMA!!!"

Suddenly the door slammed open but I didn't care.