In Love With My Bully ( boyxboy)

Emotions

( Ashton above)

Noah and Jordan we're in the waiting room as the nurse walked up to them " Ashton... He has to be given blood. But you both are two small to Give any. "

Noah shook his head " He only had a busted nose and lip... How does he need blood. "

The nurse gave a pained look " Somehow he had internal bleeding in the lung area.. He was slowly bleeding out from The inside. "

Jordan hugged noah slightly. " S-so your saying.... There is nothing we can do... "

The nurse nodded... " I'm sorry. "

Michael was tunning in the whole time.

Michaels POV.

My heart seemed to stop as I heard that. I stepped into view. " I'll donate blood.. I don't care how much it takes as long as it will help. "

The nurse nodded " Follow me.. "

I see noah and jordan exchange a confused look as I Followed the nurse. As I walked in the room and see all the cords hooked on Ashton's small figure, his even paler skin,... Unconsious.... I cause this... Me... I never realized what monster I was. The woman. Say me. In a chair and hooked a needle. In my. Arm. With a long cord and a needle on the other end a meddle was hooked un Ashton's arm. There my Blood was given to him. Once it was done the nurse unhooked us and left. I sighed and rubbed a hand through my hair.

Noah and Jordan Walked in nervously. It stayed silent until Noah spoke up. " Why... Why did you help him. "

I glance at them " I don't know. I honestly don't know. "

Noah growled slightly " You put him through hell and misery. You even said if you had the chance you would kill him. So why! "

I glare " I SAID I DON'T KNOW?! "

Jordan and Noah both flinched as I sigh and rub my hand through my hair. " I don't know.... "

Jordan nodded " I uh.... It's fine... We under- I understand now I uh. I'm going to go. " Jordan took of running. Noah geared " Do any thing I promise it will be your last day on earth. " With that noah left. I laid my head on Ashton's chest, listening to the rhythm of his heart beat. Falling asleep there.

( Ashton POV.)

I slowly start waking up. Great in a hoatpital. What was on my chest I glance over to see. My heart came to a stop.. Michael... He must off sensed me panic. He grummbled " Go back to bed. "

I finally spoke up " G-get off me. "

He groaned again but raised his head up. Did he stay up here With me? Why? He glanced at me " Feeling better? " He asked.

Why did he care about me all of a sudden.. I don't understand. I could barely talk so all I did was not my head.

" Good because we need to work on the stupid project. I'll go get the nurse. " He left.

I looked. Down and started ripping the cords from my body I was confused I quickly stood up and almost fell but managed to keep my balance.  The nurse handed me clothes I quickly changed and left with Michael. 

Michael spoke up " Does your parents know? "

I looked down " Their dead... I live alone. "

Michael fell silent " Sorry..... "

( michaels POV.) 

Sorry.... Really... That's all I could really say... I wanted to do and say much more.... And I... What is he doing to me... He.. He is so cute.... And this whole time I been hurting him.... I was a monster...  I was interrupted. 

" Why? " He asked... It's the same question I been asking myself.... Why... Why am I feeling different for him... Was was I helping him... Why.... Why was I wanting him..  I glance at him. " Why what? "

Ashton looked at me. " Why did you save me... Why did you stay with me... You hate me.. So why. "

There goes the same why questions I been asking my self.  I have the same answer " I don't know.... "

Tension grew between us.  " What do you mean you don't know?? " He asked.

I just shrugged.

" There is an answer behind everything.. Let me guess... Since you just love causing me harm you keep me. Alive for your own damn pleasure. " A saw a tear escape his eye..

Pleasure... Yes I wanted him for pleasure... But it's a different pleasure... I... I love him... But what he said dug in deep. It made me mad.. I grabbed his wrist " I said I don't know!!!  I don't know! "

He whimpered why was he whimpering.  I wasn't even holding his wrist tight.  I slowly remove my hand and pull his sleeve up... The cuts I saw... Most  of them.. Old... New.... All because of me.... I stayed silent.  He pulled his arm away from me and covered his arm backing up...  I knew it was because of me... It hurt... It hurt so much knowing I caused it.. A few tears escaped my eyes as I pull into my drive away and whip my tears away and let him out the car.  I lead him. Inside and there I threw in some pizza rolls in the oven.  I took all supplies need for the project out.  " I'm...... I'm sorry..... I really am sorry... "

Ashton looked at me " Sorry for what?!  Making my life a living hell?!  Leaving bruises and scars all over my body.  Me on the verge of suicide every night?! Have you ever had to sit there watching your mom be beat by your own father and your to weak to do Nothing about it!  Have you ever had to shoot the abuser and hold on to your mother as she bleed out dying in your own hands!  "

I was silent... Silent for a long time... 

(Ashton's POV)

I let all my emotioms come out at once.  All the tears fell at once.  The look in his eyes..  Anger... Sadness.  Hopeless.  Fear.  Out of nowhere Michael pinned me to the wall gripping my shirt.  I closed my eyes expecting to get hit but instead.  A soft pair of lips connected with my own lips.  I gasps in surprised.  I couldn't help but melt into the soft passoniate kiss.  I managed to kiss back.  But soon after he pulled away.  My face was dark red and his was to. 

" Ashton...... I like you... I know that's hard to believe me but I fucking love you.... I regret hurting you... I'm so sorry... I know you won't forgive me because I'm some stupid bully that hurt you.  "

I whip my tears away and hug Michael tightly " Please..... Just don't do this to yourself..  As much as you deserve it nobody needs to go through what I went through.... Your friends would start harrassing you if they knew you said that.... Just give me the stupid shit and I'll do the project on my own go back to the normal you... "

" Ashton please... I want to work on the project with you.... And this Is the real me... The old me is the me who hides my own pain... But.. My story is nowhere as bad as yours.. So please.... Just let's do this together... "

I sigh " Okay...... Fine.... "

( and there is chapter 2 I hope you enjoyed this chapter!  I am liking how this is going so far.  WhT do you guys think)