Jude pov)
Hey Jude baby it me again I miss you and I'm so sorry I what you to know that I love you so much ok no matter what I miss you alot and I what you to come home because I miss my cuddle bug and I miss your kisses baby please call me back I love you , I love you so much stupid I'm sorry call me back zero .beep beep
God I miss him but I can't go back it has been two months and that's all he have been doing is calling me and all I have been doing is sleeping , eating wride food but good and I have a little baby bump and I made myself appointment for angle and I to see what's up and I have it gone to work I told Lionel I was sick and she said ok dear get some rest so I'm stuck in a hotel until I find a apartment or a house to live in and get away from that cheater so right now I'm eating room service and watching the news and I see something that caught my eye it was ZERO AND JELENA those little B*****
So I truned up the volume to hear the news of them two B*****
So today we caught zero the team player for the devils and Jelena the cheer captain for the devils where caught today having lunch and getting in the same car and saw them kiss later today we do not know yet if they are dating are not so stay tone thank .
After all that I just cried how can he do this to me to us I just can't after all that and CALLING me telling me to come back and baby I miss you
I. I just can't I have to be strong for me and MY angle . So after my Break down, I start to look up apartments to live in and I found one right off and it was nice and look like home to me to us so I made a appointment for the apartment and check the time and two more hours before my appointment for angle here . I feel happy what my baby,has I rub my tummy and say sweet words to my baby , I got up still rubbing my tummy and getting dress.( A/n : Jude's clothes )
I grave my phone and keys maybe when I'm out maybe get a new phone and a new number and all so a new car nice oh my I'm on a roll today I said and rub my tummy and made my way to the appointment .
Has I start walking in I see women looking at me and I just keep my head down and sign and go sit down and wait for my name being called for.has I wait I check out the apartment and it looks nice maybe check it out tomorrow .Jude kincade .
That's me .got up start walking to the nurse
So I'm going to check how you are doing and the baby here ok so left up your shirt. She said and I left it up and she turn off the lights and turn on this little TV thing
Ok Jude this is gel so I can see how the baby is doing and just to worry you it's going to be cold .she said and I shake my head and she put the gel on me and no S**** it was cold and she moved it around and she stop and I saw a little peanut shape and it's was beautiful my baby my angel , I flet wetness on my cheeks and I did it even know I was crying . But I have a human being in my stomach that me and zero made .So this little peanut shape is your baby and to see your about 2 months .
Oh my it's beautiful that my baby
Yes it is so how many pictures you need
I think ) I will need 4 please
Ok be back in the mean time you can get your shirt back on and here to wipe off the gel and I will be back what your pictures . ( She gave me a towel to wipe off and she left to go get the pictures and I just sat there and clean that stuff off my stomach and roll down my shirt and wait for the doctor to come back .
Ok Jude here you go and just go up to the front and they will tell you your next appointment and don't try to stress out it's not good for the baby and eat healthy and I will see you soon Jude be safe . She said and shake my hand and said goodbye and I left the room and what up front and ask my next appointment and I got it and I walk out and what to go find my car and i drove off back to the hotel and I walk in to the now clean room and lad down and I look at my peanut and it looks cute