September 24th, 2017

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Alright I feel like shit right now.
I'm kinda depressed
NOT LIKE I'M IN DEPRESSION DON'T WORRY GUYS
I just feel kinda sad.
At my new school, none of my friends are there. I just realised today how much I missed them. I should have appreciated them more. I had like 3 friends, and that's it.
(wake me up inside™)
*ahem*
Anyway, today I joined a new amino. (If you don't know what that app is, get it NOW) and everyone there was older than me. I accidentally said my age without thinking, and they all kinda judged me. I felt super sad after that because it made me feel like I was super young. (And I am, not gonna tell you my age tho so you don't also judge me :,( ) and that I don't deserve to be on three amino because I wasn't old enough. There wasn't an age restriction on there or anything, I just felt lonely. Like there was no one that could relate. And I may or may not have cried. (Alot)

I also thought about how I have about 7 followers on e v e r y t h i n g.
I'm so lonely

Sorry for getting all depressing n' shit, I just kinda felt bad today and wanted to post this (pfft and get attention because I'm needy)
*cough*

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