Where Does The Love Go? (Hold)

Taking a moment of hell

Toni p.o.v.
"I never thought I would meet someone like you Janet", I told her as we sit at a nice restaurant that she prepaid for us. "I did it for you baby girl. I can't imagine loosing you. Your my angel. My baby. My stink. What would I do without you?", Janet told me as tears begin to fall. I whipped the tear before she could of get it. I tried my best to not to mess up her make up. "Let's get out of here." I told her after she paid for our meals. From what you guess didn't know was that Janet kept looking at her phone, then when she get a text from someone, would look guilty. I'm a little worried. Is she another Micheal? Am I back to square one wit this? I can't take another heart break. But I also notice that her and the waiter been too smiley with each other. I can also tell from the receipt, that the waiter put her number on the back of it. Am I getting cheated on by Janet? Do she really love me? "Ready to go sweetie?" I took a minute to respond. I just nodded my head. On the ride back, I was pretty quiet. Janet knew me very well, which I don't know why would she give the years we've been together up, so she knew when something was wrong. "baby? What you Thinkin bout over there?"  I strictly ignored her getting caught up in my own thoughts and by the time we got home, I got out the car but was stopped when Janet called my name. "I'll be right back ok baby?" I looked at her confused as in where the hell she going this time of night? The only thing open at this time is legs and booty calls. "And where you going?" She gave me this aggravated look but I didn't put up a fight I trusted her even though I'm thinking of the most outrageous things at this point. "You know what I don't even want to intrude." I slammed the door right when she was about to say sum. She jump out the car following me inside the house. "Toni?"... silence is what I've been giving her at this point. I rushed into our room and took off my dress about to take a shower before I been pulled into Janet's arms. "Toni? Now I don't know what's your problem but you need to get together and get it fast." I was angry by the time she finished. "Dont you got somewhere to be? Some business to handle? Another women perhaps?" She got quiet and started too look down. "Can we talk about it Toni?" Looking dumb founded was the word. "So your cheating on me?" Janet sighed. "No I'm not cheating.... I'm leaving. This, us,.. it's getting boring. You not lovin'-" "SO THIS BEEN NOTHING BUT SEX TO YOU? YOU JUST WANTED WHATS BEEN IN BETWEEN MY LEGS BITCH??" "YOU WATCH YOUR MOUTH TALKING TO ME TONI. NO IT WASNT JUST THAT. AND YOU KNOW THAT." I don't know a damn thing. Basically what is going on was that it was just a fuck and go to you. A game. Been using me as a fuck buddy all along. Well I hope you happy. You can get tf out my house Janet. NOW. PACK YOUR SHIT UP AND LEAVE. LEAVE!!" Screaming till she could here the vibration in my voice really pissed me off. "How could you? All I did was love you. Nooo Janet. Nooo. Noooo Janet no."....

"Baby wake up. Wake up baby." Waking up in a frightening mood. From a bad ass dream recapping all the shit micheal put me through. As I start to remember the dream, tears started to constantly run down my face. "Baby what's wrong? Why your crying?" As she rock me back and forth I try to tell her the dream but wit me crying she ain't understand nothing I was saying. "Baby stop crying and tell me please." As I calmed down I told her everything. Janet plants the longest and the most horniest kiss on me. "Toni I love you sooo much. I would never do you like that niqqa did you. Ik you been through a lot wit him but I'm here to turn your would around. To make you the happiest person on this earth cause that's my job that I been wanting for years. Your my everything baby girl and I want to know that. I'm never gon do that to you. Dreams can mean something but it can also mean the opposite. And I'm here for all the good and positive things Toni. You know how long I been waiting for you? I would never do no bs like that and I promise. You have my word." As I look deeply in her eyes, all I see is truthful common upon what she meant. French kissing my wife almost leading to other things I cut it off at that moment. "No baby cmon, let's go take a shower." "But I'm hornyyyyy. Cmon let's stay in the bed please."  All the whining she does really is cute. Why not treat her for that speech she game me. "Fine but not for long."Janet is really the baby in the relationship. Always gets her way In sexual thoughts... but that's my baby tho. "Can't promise you that"

Later on that day, we had to go run some errands before the House is empty. We needed to go to the grocery store, mall, and to go pay some bills. As we went to those places we came back home to drop and put the stuff up.

Janet's p.o.v.
"Cmon baby. Let's go" pulling Toni up from the couch. "Uh uh. We been out all day. Where we going now?" "It's a surprise Cmon." "Baby my feeeet is hurtiiing." "I'll rub them when we get back cmon." As I slip on my flip flops I had pout look on my face. "Fine". "Stop pouting. You won't regret it later." I decided to take Toni for a walk on the beach. Nobody be there. The time for us to relax wit the waves and just have deep conversations like before. To see what's been on our minds lately. "Babe can you tell me where we going. It's mighty far and it's dark and-" "shhhhh. Baby stop complaining for a shut you up." She look at me confused. "How you gon shit me up and this my my mouth? You can't tell me when to talk..." as she kept going on and on and on, she had a sun dress on that was rolled up mid way, she was leaning back in the seat so I while she was talking her shit, not paying no attention to me, I moved her panties to the side and started rubbing my baby sexy purl. She tryna catch her breath and tryna move my hand from her. "Nope. You been talking to big boy shit, back it up." She been moaning, flinching her breaths and squirming around in the seat. "Babyyy stooppp for I make a mess". As I kept my eyes on the road ignoring her, she kept trying to move my hand. As as was about to insert I decided to wait till we get on the beach for that. "You play to much" "you know you like when I'm all in that coo-" "ok! Shut up." But nah we going to the beach. I miss us walking on it, having deep conversations and then moving to the back seat of my big ass truck." Toni begins to laugh like there was no tomorrow. " i remember those days. That was crazy. Always ended up home that continued the fun." We made it to the beach and all we seen was sand and water and hills. "Last one to the water is a rotten egg." We both rush out the car and ran to the water. Ofc Toni won. "You won because your short"... she hit me as I picked her up and spin her around laughing uncontrollably. "That's not funny. And that's why your a rotten egg". "Walk wit me baby. And hold my hand." "So what's been on your mind lately, I know it was something on your mind... we both would drag each other out here to talk about something?" Toni asked me. "Well.. it's this women-." "Skuurr- pause, pump your breaks.. who's this.... "women?" I should ask?" Toni literally let go of my hand to ask me that. "Toni give me your hand and let's finish walking so I can tell you." "I'm not giving you nothing of you don't tell me not this women.." "the women will be relieved when you let me finish. Just trust and listen to me Toni." "Fine" She said when she gave me back her hand. "Thank you. As I was saying. This women means a lot to me. I've known her for so long and now that I've got the chance to have her, I don't want to loose her. I know the love that we got for each other is real close and tight and I'm really not trying to let this one go. I've always loved her. I never stop looking for her. That day I had came by, I had to confess the love I been baring for her and it wasn't a joke. I'm just trying to do what I got to do to keep her you know?.." as Toni been smiling to herself, she began to speak. "Well wonder of this women felt the same way you feel. It's a 100% chance that neither of y'all is going anywhere. Y'all love each other dearly. Care about one other and can't do something without he other. We're just like Velcro. Not going nowhere without the stitch.." making our way to the water, watching it hit the the sand then going back into the ocean while holding Toni from behind was a pretty sight. Continuing the conversion, "Toni if your right. Wit both of us fighting for one another. Neither of us is going anywhere" kissing her neck. "Mmm that's right baby. Let's make our way back to the trunk." "You so nasty." "Like that wasn't one of the reasons you married me" she grinned. "I married you for that box if that's what you Thinkin. Even though I'm craving that right about now. We gon take this home. Cmon." After the beach trip, we went back home, took our showers and was about that time to hit the hay but not really. "Baby lay down" I told Toni. "Spread em". As she done what she been told, I gave her what she been whining about all this time. "Take your time wit me. We got all night". "I gotchu baby girl. Just let me guide you."...

Y'all I'm soooo sorry. I've been going through hell lately from the last time Ive been on here. From break ups, till school starting, till having homework everyday. I been going through a lot but I haven't forgot about y'all. thanks to those who still had this book. Y'all real. And I'm gonna update every chance I get for y'all. Hope y'all liked the update. Had to make it long for y'all.