I don't wanna live anymore so I hold up a blade deep to my skin
Not realizing what it means to actually give in
[Yeah what it means to actually give in]
I don't wanna live anymore so I have one last cry and I say goodbye,
My last year and my last tear
Yeah it'll all be worth it in the end
All alone here I sit
Throwing another one of my "fits"
At least that's what daddy likes to call them.
No one knows how hard he hits,
Or
How loud mommy cries at night,
But daddy always tells me she's the bad guy.
It goes like this,
He sets me down,
Gives me a toy and a little kiss,
And explains to me that she's the one who did this
He explains that shes a lying theif,
When years later, with great relief,
I realize what's happening.
Oh daddy, why oh why must you make us cry,
Hitting us and telling us we're worthless.
Why oh why
Must you be so mean
When all I wanted was your affection.
Oh daddy
Daddy
Just be like everyone else and leave
Oh daddy
I don't wanna live anymore so I hold up a blade deep to my skin
Not realizing what it means to actually give in
[Yeah what it means to actually give in]
I don't wanna live anymore so I have one last cry and I say goodbye,
My last year and my last tear
Yeah it'll all be worth it in the end
I'm only 13 and I've gave up on life,
Rusty razors and pocket knifes,
Ive even bought special sleeves.
To hide the pain you've given me,
Oh daddy daddy can't you see
I just want you to think that i am perfect
