our song : immortalhd os

based off our song by the xx >>

-curry the pug

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"We are gathered today, in the death of one of our beloved, Aleksandr Vitalyevich Marchant. A friend, a brother, a son, a nephew, and a lover." The priest stated, grief censoring his voice. 

He started reading some verses from the bible, raising his head from time to time.

I didn't listen, yet I was focusing on Aleks' family. His mom was weeping, his sister, which was some years older than Aleks, who was reassuring her mother; both was in grief. I overhead his mom saying, "What can I do? My own child, dead! What am I going to do?" she kept repeating and repeating it. I felt like I needed to go to her, but I felt something saying that I shouldn't.

My focus was changed when the priest started to say something for Aleks. "I know I don't know everyone of you, but if you don't know, Aleksandr was my nephew. It hurts me that now, I can't talk to the child that made many of us happy. I am very sorry for the loss of dear Aleks." the priest, or Aleks' uncle, steps off the podium, giving way to other people who want to speak.

All I have, I will give to you

In dark times when no one wants to

I will give you me

And we'll be

Us

I felt a hand on my back, making me turn around, seeing Seamus with concern plastered on his face. "Charli, you alright?" he asks me. "Why would you say that, Seamus? I'm fine." I hesitate to talk, not saying anything about what I had remembered. I look at him. "What really?" he asks me, gazing at me. "I just, I remembered something. Nothing else."

After some moments, Aleks' sister stood up, and walks to the podium. She takes a deep breath, and speaks.

"H-hi, everyone. My name is Valentine Marchant, older sister to Aleks. When we were younger, Aleks would never get mad at me. No matter how annoying I was to him. He was a great brother to me, I suppose." she stops for a while. "I didn't expect this to happen. When we heard, we were heartbroken. Aleks helped us through every hardships my family had to endure. He was the most responsible of the three of us. In fact, the most hardworking. When he said he made youtube videos for a living, we never believed that he would even make money out of it. We doubted him, we never believed him ever since. We never saw each other again. My dad said he was disgraced. I was not happy for what he had done. So I decided to watch him discreetly, making sure he was ok. I was happy he was successful. Even though he doesn't know I was still by his back, I was proud to be the sister of Aleks." her voice was shaky, then stepped off.

Next was his mom, who spoke in Russian, even though I rarely spoke in Russian, I managed to understand her. She said almost the same as her daughter. The only difference was that she doubted him, and also pitied him. When Aleks left them, she was in deep pain, a pain only a mother knows. It hurt her badly.

Followed by Kevin.

"Aleksandr Marchant was one of those people who, would never fail to make anyone's day. As one of his friends, it shocks me, that now, he's gone. He died at such a young age; I would never have thought that would happen. But it shocked us all, right? Aleks was like a brother to me, a role model. I would like to formally thank him for all he has done for us, his friends. It hurts me to say that, every good thing comes to an end. And in this case, is the life of the Innocent, Aleks Marchant. Now, I would like him to have the justice he deserves."

Then the last was James. He went up to the podium, not in his usual, cheery personality, but in sorrow. 

"I'm James Wilson, part of the Creatures, a group Aleks was part of. I speak on behalf of them. I remember, when he was new to the group, he didn't say much. I figured that he was too shy. But then as time gone by, we realized he was a spontaneous, fun, and carefree guy. And the otps, he didn't really care much about novahd, immortalfox, immortalanex, and all those otps our fans made up." James made some people giggle, including me, taking some of the pain. "Aleks was a great person, but since he sometimes he was depressed. On one creature talk, he said one of the things he wanted the most was a father. He never told us that, but most of our fans were shocked.. But there was a person, who made him happier. The person who made his life happier. And that person is Charlotte Liberty. . .Marchant." everyone looked at me, skeptical. "Aleks only told us, but he never told never told anyone besides us. So now, I give her the microphone." James walks to me, and pulls me up. I didn't stop him, so I stood up, and walked to the podium.

"My name is Charlotte Liberty, more known as Charli.

Aleks. Aleks was my eternity. He made me smile. Like James said, we were engaged, and 2 weeks before our wedding, he..." I paused for a long while. "Died..."

"We were never able to say our I do's. Everything was already perfect for us. But now it's long gone. I, I really don't know now. I d-don't know what else to say..." tears rimmed my eyes, looking down to the ground. I saw what was in my pockets. It was the paper.

The paper.

I quickly got it from the pocket of my dress, and opened it. There, it was the music sheets of our song.

I raised my head. "But he made a song that he would sing to me to cheer me up. I never knew what he called it, but he always sang it to me, anyday, anynight, And he sang it to me when he proposed." Finally, the tears escaped my eyes.

"Written in this paper is the song he always sang."

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"All I have, I will give to you

In dark times when no one wants to

I will give you me

And we'll be

Us

All I have, I will give to you

In dark times when no one wants to

I will give you me

And we'll be

Us"

I smiled slightly.

"And there's no one else

Who knows me

Like you do

All I've done, you've done too

The walls I

Hide behind

You walk through

You just walk through

Well I know all the words

To take you apart

You know I know you're hurt

I want to mend your heart

You're broke down

Why don't you tell me from the start

You know I know you're hurt

I want to mend your heart"

He wrote it when I was depressed. He was the one that made me happier. He wrote it to tell me that he will always help me through anything.

"And there's no one else

Who knows me

Like you do

What I've done

You've done too

The walls I

Hide behind

You walk through

You just walk through"

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