Out of my Mind [BTS FF]

1: Earlier That Day

(A/N you're in 7th grade so just picture your own school or to where ever your heart's content)

School is hell. and my mind is far worse. I'm in history class right now and it's boring as hell. I rather be tortured than being in this stupid class. Not to mention I'm the freak of this school. My whole class thinks I'm a psychopath... Well they're not wrong. It's nice to hear one thing they got right about me. Me, spacing out and bored out of my mind, look out the window to see what's going on outside.

A dark cloudy day. Tress blowing, leaves falling down meaning fall is here. When in the corner of my eye I see a dark figure floating outside the window. I didn't know who it was. It didn't look like any of my friends I talk to. They look so lonely outside. I wish I could talk to them. Feeling bad about it being outside alone, I waved at it. They looked straight me and lifted their dark, skeleton-like arm and waved back at me with no emotion. Maybe they just need someone to notice them. I signaled it to come inside and to my surprise it did. It floated right towards me and stayed there throughout class. But then it spoke,

"tHis isNT reAL itS aLL faKe..."

"What? What do you mean? Of course this is real. I'm as real as you." I whispered to them. "ARe yOu suRE abOut thaT y/n?" I thought about it real hard. What if he's right? What if this isn't reality? What if this all fake? Thoughts rushing in like a massive tsunami. I started to panic.

*RRRIIIINNGGG*

Jumping at the sound of the bell, I tried to calm down my breathing. All my classmates leaving for lunch and I do the same. Walking down the hallway I could feel more than a dozen eyes staring down at me. I made an attempt to look up I see eyes everywhere. Not just students passing by. On the lockers, the ceiling, the walls, doors everything. I ran to the cafeteria hoping there'll be less eyes. Surprisingly, there were only the students eyes, no eyes on the ceiling, nothing. The dark figure from my history class was still following me though. Which I don't mind. It's better then a teacher following me.

I grab my food and go to my table far in the corner where the light is flickering off and on. The janitor was supposed to fix it but I guess he forgot. I just sat on my table eating in the flickering lights. Everyone staring at me, couple of people calling me a creep, laughing at how I have no one to talk to. Which is not true because I have that dark figure from history class. Which reminds me I never asked it's name. "Um... Shadow person?" It turns his body towards me bending down to my level of eye contact since they're 8 feet tall. "yeS?..." Hm they're pretty polite for answering in such a polite way. "I was wondering, um do you have a name?" It nodded it's head. "Care to tell me it then?" It stood there for a moment, then responded, "x...O..." That's actually a pretty name I thought. "X.O.? As in X, dot O, dot? And I presume you are male?" He nodded. "Well X.O. it's very nice to meet you. I'm very happy you saved me from  boredom in history." I said smiling. He bowed in response.

"Hey look the freak is at it again. Talking to her/his so called friends. What a pathetic creature."

You got to be kidding... Not this prick again. "Hey freak, who you talking?" I didn't respond. "Not gonna talk how? Well then that makes it easier for me." Why can't he mind his own business and go suck on a silver spoon? This brat doesn't know who he's messing with. "So I heard from the teachers that you have depression and schizophrenia. And that you take prescription drugs for it." He's seriously getting on my nerves. I continue eating my lunch. "You seriously are messed up. 13 and having problems. Wow, no wonder you don't have friends." That's not true, you ungrateful brat. I saw X.O. bend down towards my ear and whispered,

"I knOw yoU wANt tO do iT. I caN REad yoUR miNd y/n..."

I looked at him in denial, shaking my head. I mean even if I could, what do I have to actually do the thing? "Hey freak, I'm talking to you!" That was the last thing I heard before I was pulled by my hair and thrown on the ground, hitting my head hard. Holding my head in pain, I looked around from the ground seeing students gather around. "Gather around folks! There's about to be a freak show coming up right now!" A freak show? I tried to crawl to my seat but his being dragged away from the bully. "Come on freak. Put on a show for us." He said as he kicked me hard in the stomach. I hold my stomach in pain, he continued kicking me repeatedly saying, "Come on freak! Fight back! You freak!" Soon after that the students started to laugh and point at me. The laughing, the violence, the insults... That only fueled me. I started to giggle then turned into a laughing fit. The students quiet down but the bully kept kicking me. I opened my eyes and saw black shadows close to me, it was X.O.

"DO iT nOw..." with pleasure...

With that I grabbed my pocket knife from my socks where I hide it and started to slash at him. The students screamed in horror. The bully fell down and tried to get up but I was too fast for him. I got him, pinned down on the ground. I could see the fear in his eyes. I could hear the students screaming for help. The adrenaline I felt at this very moment felt so good. I wanted more. "Oh how wrong of you to target me as your prey, you poor poor little boy." I said as I put the knife the tip of the knife softly grazing his neck. "What should I do to you? Hmm, X.O. any suggestions?" I looked back at him. I he put his finger across his neck and made a fake knife in his hand and put it towards his heart making tally marks. I smirked liking the idea. "I should silt his throat and make tallies of how many times he hit me?" He nodded. I could feel the pest squirm under me. "Sounds like a plan to me. Now if you stop moving it'll a lot faster to get it over and down with." he started to cry and scream out for help. I heard the teachers and security coming. Shit. Gotta do this quick. I lift my arm up and moved it in a swift motion over which ever part was exposed.

*SLASH*

Blood splattered on to my clothes. He screamed in agony. I did another slash. More blood went on me. It was warm. Weird coming from a cold hearted person. I did a few more slashes till the ambulance came. I screamed and thrashed around trying to get the paramedics to let me go. By now the knife fell out of my hand. Another pair of paramedics went to get sissy boy and take him to the hospital.

They put me on the gurney and strapped me down. I saw the students faces horrified and the teachers disturbed by my actions since I was the quiet student. I laughed at the thought. "The quiet student." Soon after I had another laughing fit filling the halls up with sound. We were now out the school building. I saw X.O. following close to me. I soon calmed down from my laughing and spoke to him, "So did I do good? Did I exceed your expectations?" he nodded. I smiled thinking about how good I felt. "Haaa so where are we going today gentlemen? The mall? Oh I know! The beach? What about hell? Oh wait we're already here!" I laughed at my joke. "Actually no. We're taking you to a mental institution so you can get better." The person in the front started the vehicle.

"But mister, I'm fine! I actually feel great!" I saw him take out a needle. "Hey, what's that?" Without warning he stuck in me. It didn't hurt though. I'm used to pain. "Something that'll make you sleep for awhile. It's gonna be a long drive so better get some rest." As he was talking I started to feel sleepy. And the last thing I saw was X.O.

-
-
-
-
-
-

This is an intro to your character specifically why they're um crazy.