Out of my Mind [BTS FF]

2: Being Admitted

I wake up in a white room, let shining in my eyes practically blinding me. I sat up from where I was and saw X.O. sitting on the floor staring at me. He was the only person in here but I felt more eyes on me. I looked up to the corners of the ceiling and of course there was a 24/7 security camera in one of the corners. I sighed knowing people are watching me. Where am I anyways?

"weRe iN a meNtAL iNstiTuTioN caLLeD whiTE wiLLoW menTaL hosPiTaL..." Of course I'm in a fucking mental hospital. Great. Fantastic. Does my parents even know what happened? Wait, where are my parents anyways?

*KNOCK KNOCK*

I look up I see someone peeking through the window on the door. It was the nurse. She unlocked to door with her I.D. and came in with a smile. "Hi sweetie, my name's Nicole but you can call me Ms. Nicole if you like and I'm one of the head nurses here. Do you remember what happened before you were here?" I gave a slight nod, showing no emotion. "Okay well come follow me. Dr. Wells is waiting for you." I got up from the bed almost falling out since I haven't used my legs in how long. I walked out of the room X.O. following me. She made sure the door was locked and motioned me to follow her.

Walking down the cold hallway I saw other kids my age sitting in their rooms. One was yelling and cussing and the other was telling that person to shut up but soon after the hospital staff took care of it. "theYRe juST liKE yoU, nO?" X.O. asked bending down my level while still levitating. "I mean I guess so." I replied more of a whisper. "Hm? Did you say something?" Ms. Nicole asked turning her attention to me. I shook my head no. She smiled at me. And then we continued walking.

*now at Dr. Well's office*

Finally arrived at the doctor's office, she opened the door for me but I hesitated. "It's okay sweety. He's not going to hurt you." I gave an uncomfortable smile, feeling my body tense as I walk into his office. "nOt yEt. thEY woNT huRt yOu yeT." I mean they're not wrong. Eventually they will do electroshock therapy. Nicole walked in and knocked on a shelf to get Dr. Well's attention. "Oh hello my name's Dr. Alexander Wells and i'll be the one helping you get better." I stared at the ground only feeling uncomfortable. "Well please, sit down." he directed me towards a couch he had in his office. I sat down, sinking in to the cushions the couch was actually comfortable. X.O. stood behind the doctor as if reading the papers he had.

"Okay. So you do know why you are here, yes?" I nodded. "Do you regret doing it? Hurting that student?" I shook my head no. I really don't regret anything. I knew this was coming anyways. "You are aware your parents signed papers to keep you here till you're fully recovered and stable, yes?" Keep? what the hell does he mean keep? "I'll take the silence as a no. Well, if you want to get out of here you'll have to follow the rules, listen to staff, and take your medication as prescribed to you. If you rebel against these rules you will be kept longer and may receive discipline depending on your actions." I scoffed. So basically I'm going to get like a time out if I did something bad. Looks like I'm back in kindergarten.

"Y/N, our main goal for you is to help lower your violent urges and this isn't the first time you tried to hurt someone, correct?" I nodded looking to the side. I tried to hurt a teacher at a different school and also my cousin. They were both assholes anyways. The teacher tried to rape me but didn't because someone walked in. The next day, he was treating me differently from the other students. Different meaning he wouldn't help me with my work and pretends that he never touched me. I told my parents everything, so when we had a meeting with the principal he denied everything. My parents believed him. Not me. Him. At that time I was "delusional" as my parents said. So of course they blamed it on that. I tried to hurt the teacher using scissors but me being weak, he won. That fucking prick. Now my cousin, he just insulted me and I just jumped on her. Choking her. I almost took her out but my mom came in and stopped me.

"Do you know what you have?" Dr. Wells asked. I nodded. "Can you say it to me so I know you're aware of your condition?" I sighed. "Borderline Personality Disorder and Schizophrenia." I have a feeling I'm going to have problems with this guy. "Thank you very much. Now you can go back to your room. I'll have Ms. Nicole take you there." I got up to the door and Ms. Nicole was right outside. "It was nice meeting you Y/N." He smiled. I just gave him a blank expression and walked back to my room. I really don't care if I get out or not. I honestly didn't like people in general. Not even my parents.

Nicole locked my door and just sat in the corner of the room. Making both walls support my back. Wait. Where's X.O.? Right when I mentioned him, I see him walk through the door. "Where were you? I thought you were behind me." He then transformed into an adult. Say around early 20s. "i wAS rEadiNG dR. weLLs PAperS abOUt yOu." I just shrugged my shoulders and stared into space. "yOU knOw, yOu'Re neVEr geTTinG ouT oF heRE riGHT?" I thought about what to say, "Obviously. I knew this coming from the start." I stood up from where I was and laid down on the bed. "I'm going to sleep. Wake me up when someone's coming."

"oKAy."

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this is just like an introduction to your character but if you liked leave me a vote maybe? haha don't have to.