thoughts made by sleep

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(y/n) pov

As i wake i still feel him his course and callused hands, petting me like i was a injured fawn. I couldn't get scared , not now not ever again. My ears start to wake and i hear a rough, happy hum. I shuttered at the thought that he wants to get with me i mean what quality do i have that most girls don't.  i mean is it  my looks i have (h/l), (h/c). All my friends say i have un natural soft skin. My eyes are considered unique in this town, (e/c) is consider different.  my build is average my personality is ...something different. his hand started to stroke my side slower and deeper, and much more passionately.his hand slipped under my shirt to touch the skin of my side.I hear his voice ring loudly " you'll love me." he buries his head into the crook of of my neck and whispers " even i f i have to kill you." he sounded determined yet sad. i heard his whisper " please i don't want to lose you too not after myself." after a couple of moments he took his head out of my neck and says "i know your awake my little angel" the only thing i could get my mouth to form was a quiet how. " your heart rate  quickened." " oh" i say a bit louder than before. i couldn't let him know i feared him he would trey to kill me i think. i finally get the balls to ask him" why me, there is a bunch of others who are probably prettier than me, so why me."


(jeff's) pov

During her slumber she reminded me of a fawn that leans into herself for protection. i felt  her slow breathing and i let my mind wander to a nice scene of her lying our bed reading a book. Her voice rang with a happy tome and soaked through my "cold heart" as some people say. "hi love how was the killing" she sounded so eager  to hear how it went. As i ramble on about the guys i killed she gt close and hugged my waist i decided to ask her the question "hey beloved to you still want to..?" i gesture at her stomach. she nodded and we continued the night with pur and unimaginable bliss.  I wanted this to happen so bad. my had slipped under the shirt of my beloved angel and i noticed her heart rate increasing.  My stomach fluttered  as i realized that she would hear me   i say it semi loud to make sure she would " you"ll love me" i pull her closer to me than before i smelled her perfume and it was rose. as i nuzzle her neck i whisper with a depressed valor tone" even if i have to kill you". i quietly whisper only for her  to hear. " " please i don't want to lose you too not after myself." i feel her stir a small amount like enough to reposition her self but no to much to draw a normal scum attention.  i took my head out of her neck regretfully and said    "i know your awake my little angel" after all she is one. she was quiet when she responded, probably with fear god i hate normals they don't know how to treat a beauty when they see one. " how" i want her to know the truth after all the normals have lied  to her all of her life. " your heart rate quickened." i respond truthfully   when she responded with oh i felt my heart speed up to 1000.   when she asked the question that most fake shy girls ask to get attention  my heart sank a little." I'll tell you when i feel that you are ready,  but for now let us be happy and in love".  I sange out with glee                                

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